for the support over the last 6-7 months or so. It really has meant the world to me.
We got another BFN this week which means that we are officially done trying for number 2. My heart is broken and I just don't know how to face knowing that we will raise an only child. It's not something that I ever wanted and it sucks.
I know that not everyone will agree with our decision to give up but there are so many factors that have influenced our decision. (age, money, MFI, etc).
Soooo - thank you again....and lots of baby dust to everyone.
Re: I wanted to thank you all
It's good that you are doing what's best for you and your family. I'm sure that was a tough decision and I wish you the best of luck! Enjoy your family and we will miss you. Take care of youself and thank you for your support over the last few months too!
TTC #2 since Nov '07
Tried 4 cycles of Clomid, TI, Gonal-f, and IUI's - all BFFN's
Both tubes removed Nov '09
Low AMH = 0.3
IVF #1 for Feb '10 - cancelled due to poor response - Gonal-f and Repronex
IVF #1.2 for June '10 - Gonal-f, Menopur, and micro Lupron
ER - 6/19 (2 retrieved), ET - 6/22 (1 transferred with ICSI), Beta 7/5 = BFFN
IVF #2 for Nov '10 was cancelled due to poor response - Follistim, Repronex, and micro Lupron
IVF #2.2 for Feb '11 - Gonal-f, Repronex, and Ganirelix
ER - 2/24 (8 retrieved), ET - 3/1 (2 transferred with ICSI), froze 3, Beta 3/11 = BFFN
FET - 4/19 (3 transferred), Beta 4/28 = BFP, EDD 1/4/12
We had 2 years of IF trying to conceive #2 and one loss during that time. We are currently trying for #3! had another loss the end of June
I am so sorry that you feel heartbroken. I can only imagine how hard this journey has been on you.
Please take care of yourself and focus on what you will be able to give to your child....there are definitely some positives about having only 1.
Best of Luck!
I can only imagine what a tough time you're having. I'm sure you made the right decision for your family. Enjoy your little one.
Take care.