Bitter pissed off Biitch

Serendipitie · May 2009

checking in. I am angry as all fuuck right now and want a newbie to take it out on

katt3233 · May 2009

I am not a newbie, but I have this Drinks

Serendipitie · May 2009

A drink sounds good about now

katt3233 · May 2009

I think a drink sounds good too. Are you still at work? or home?

Bandy514 · May 2009

I'm sorry. I am 100% with you!! A drink sounds good!! I don't drink, but I may have to make an exception this weekend...who the hell cares.

Mainer-in-Texas · May 2009

I'm not a newbie, but you can punch me and put me out of my misery.

kimarino13 · May 2009

Oh no. What happened?

katt3233 · May 2009

Mainer-in-Texas:
I'm not a newbie, but you can punch me and put me out of my misery.

misery? Mainer, what's wrong? ((hugs)) all around!!

oh and I can't forget this Drinks

Mainer-in-Texas · May 2009

katt3233:
Mainer-in-Texas:
I'm not a newbie, but you can punch me and put me out of my misery.

misery? Mainer, what's wrong? ((hugs)) all around!!

oh and I can't forget this

LOL. Nothing bad. MH is drunk and annoying me

ETA: :::Chugs drink:::

Serendipitie · May 2009

I'm at home now. H asked me what was going to happen when all his tests come back fine, and that he held up his part of the bargain and when was I going to be tested. WTF I am sitting here contemplating divorce. Seriously.

kimarino13 · May 2009

Oh yikes. What crawled up his ass and died lately?

Serendipitie · May 2009

He was whining about his one needle stick this morning - I had three needle sticks in three weeks. If having a tube shoved through your cervix and having dye pushed through while holding random positions on an xray table, or having the dido cam shoved up my vag isn't testing, then I don't know what the fuuck it is

katt3233 · May 2009

Mainer's H is drunk, My H is sleeping, and sorry about your H Dipitie. I would be angry too.

Serendipitie · May 2009

I am starting to think that whole convo he had with his mom wasn't about us having a united front, it was about how he still doesn't think it's him

kimarino13 · May 2009

Send him to my house. I'll inject him with PIO via a 1-1/2" needle twice a day. Wink

katt3233 · May 2009

Serendipitie:
He was whining about his one needle stick this morning - I had three needle sticks in three weeks. If having a tube shoved through your cervix and having dye pushed through while holding random positions on an xray table, or having the dido cam shoved up my vag isn't testing, then I don't know what the fuuck it is

sure sounds like testing to me. I'm sorry your H is being poopy about the testing.

katt3233 · May 2009

kimarino13:
Send him to my house. I'll inject him with PIO via a 1-1/2" needle twice a day.

Sounds like a good plan he he

That is a long assss needle, Kim!

Serendipitie · May 2009

kimarino13:
Send him to my house. I'll inject him with PIO via a 1-1/2" needle twice a day.

That sounds like a plan.

I'm just so angry and hurt. All I can think about is how much I have given up for him and he doesn't appreciate any of it.

kimarino13 · May 2009

Has he always been like this or do you think it has to do with the no job thing? Insecurity maybe?

Serendipitie · May 2009

He hasn't always been like this, but considering the IF and the layoff happened around the same time, it could be either or both. I don't know if we are going to survive this

kimarino13 · May 2009

You guys will survive. Have you thought about going to counseling? There are times I think we need it too with all the IVF/IF stress.

Serendipitie · May 2009

Yeah, we have thought about it. We actually tried to find someone to do pre-marital counseling but the person we found was a joke. I wonder if I could find a recommendation in OC

Mainer-in-Texas · May 2009

I'm sorry dipitie. I would be extremely frustrated too. IF fing sucks.

Serendipitie · May 2009

You said it Mainer, you said it

susanc07 · May 2009

Serendipitie:
He hasn't always been like this, but considering the IF and the layoff happened around the same time, it could be either or both. I don't know if we are going to survive this

i have thought the same thing with MH. it's so hard sometimes. i will be thinking good thoughts for you and i hope you are able to work it out.

why can't anything ever be easy...

katt3233 · May 2009

Serendipitie:
You said it Mainer, you said it

ummm hmmmm

JackiTiger · May 2009

I'm late on this but still wanted to say I'm sorry he said all that. That sucks. (((((angryatHhugs))))

Nikki1007 · May 2009

I am late too, but I am so sorry hun. IF is enough without all the added extra stress. ((HUGS))

Chrysallys · May 2009

kimarino13:
Send him to my house. I'll inject him with PIO via a 1-1/2" needle twice a day.

Yes

Chrysallys · May 2009

Dipitie, I'm sorry things have been so rough for you. I totally understand the stress IF can bring. We started seeing a therapist over a year ago and have continued to see him. I hope you can find someone who will help.

QCinOct · May 2009

I'm late on this one too, but I wanted to say we're here for you. I understand the whole DH trying to find a job and not dealing with IF in the best manner. I will say though that he has come around a ton since he started having more interviews and feeling more positive on that front. Getting me KU just wasn't a priority for him. Now it's moving more towards the front of the line (but job is still #1).

ebat · May 2009

ugh I'm sorry, that's so frustrating ((hugs))

staycee · May 2009

I missed this last night. But I do want to add that you have "Hugs" coming from me.

shotzie · May 2009

I'm late to this too. I just wanted to let you know we're here for you whenever you need to vent or whatever. Sounds like counseling might be a good idea. IF is stressful enough and then you add the lay off to that and it just makes the stress a hundred times worse. *Hugs*

Serendipitie · May 2009

And this is why I love you guys. When I feel like I have nobody to talk to about this, all I have to do is come to this board and I know I have a ton of women who understand. xxxooo