TTC After a Loss
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++Confessions++
texas77
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aight, so has this been done recently? my bad if i'm steppin on toes, i'm just trying to keep the board active.
Spill em...
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Re: ++Confessions++
+ I am scared to DEATH to test tomorrow - I have no signs of AF, feel exactly like I did my BFP month but so nervous to see a stark white BFN
+FWP week tired me right out and I have no interest in sexy time right now.
+ I have felt my nips/boobs hourly to make sure they are still sore.
*I ate three chocolate chip cookies tonight. I've been trying to drop weight super fast before we go back to Texas for a visit so people don't think "oh she's gained weight" Now I feel guilty.
*I hate it when DH is out of town. I sleep on the couch with all the lights on just in case someone was to break into the house. It is my biggest phobia. Since DH is out of town, I am on the couch.
You're not stepping on anyone's toes... we haven't had confessions in a while.
* I ate cheese stix for dinner because I have no self control.
* I own all the seasons of "Newlyweds: Nick and Jessica" and I have been watching them this week when nothing was on tv.
* Tonight is DH's last night of night shifts for 2 weeks, and even though I'm glad b/c I hate staying home all night by myself, I'm gonna miss having time to myself everynight.
* My wonderful governor gave all NC state employees a paycut this week, so I've been doing 0.5% less work. No more going above and beyond for me. Which is a really bad attitude for a teacher to have...
~ DH has been going to sleep early all week and i've been loving it.
~ i have the cutest dog in the world. i don't care how cute you think your dog is.
~ i just turned 32 and no baby. i went to a psychic when i was about 20 and she told me i would have one baby later in life. hmmmm...
~ i love me some reality shows. me hooked.
I've been eating like crap all week - yet I still feel totally gross and know I need to workout more -I can't believe I've gone up a pants size and I'm not PG
ugh
I hate the 2WW though we did it the old fashioned way this month - I took a break from POAS, CBEFM, didn't take my Clomid....so we'll see -
I also drank on vacation, ate sushi...etc - when I was supposedly "o" ing - and will feel guilty if I do get PG this month
I have to clean the apt. because I 'm having friends over for a girls movie night tomorrow - and have totally procrastinated all week !
+ I bought my DH a wii for valentines and now i would love to throw it out the window.
+ I havent taken my PNV all week due to strep throat. I didnt wanna be nauseated at the same time.
FAQ: My Friend Just Had a Preemie, How Can I Help?
*** I broke the rules and had unprotected sex tonight *gasp!!*. Techinically we arent allowed to TTC until may first.... but seriously, its five hours away, and O is days away. All the same, I still feel guilty.
*** The girl I work with is thinking about quitting.... And I want to encourage her to quit, she doesnt do *** at work. So I have to pick up her slack.... I feel bad, I think if she doesnt quit, she'll be fired soon. Ive only worked there a month- and she thinks we're friends, otherwise I wouldnt feel bad.
*** Im having chicken nuggets for dinner. After I said to DH we would start to eat healither. ha.
** I also had a chocolate bar for a snack when I got home. haha.
-m/c at 11w2d due to partial molar 2008 -m/c #2 2009
Beautiful daughter born February 2011
**Ultimate TTCALer 2009**
I know whatcha mean about the alone at home thing. I've never lived alone-always had a house full of siblings, roomates and then DH. I have a terrible phobia of someone attacking me in the shower and try to only shower in the daylight unless DH is home.
I just called in a vacation/personal day for tomorrow. This will be the third time in the last two months.
I am a little freaked out about the swine flu hysteria.
I am super excited for my SIL baby shower on Sunday and that suprises me.