:::deep breaths::: I'm going to go on my lunch hour to the hospital to see the newborn daughter (born at 1AM) of our friends who got pregnant back when we were on cycle 10 (late July).
I feel like I need to go b/c they specifically asked me to just now, and b/c I have to get to the point where being around babies and all that doesn't get to me so much b/c here in the next several months I'm going to be surrounded by them with no chance of our own even in sight anymore.
So I'm biting the bullet. I may be drinking HEAVILY tonight.
Re: biting the bullet
That sucks...I hope it's not that bad and you then do something extra special for yourself tonight.
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I hope it goes OK for you. For me, I was always OK while I was in the room. Before and after weren't pretty though...
Good luck.
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That's really big of you. I'm doing everything I can to avoid the girl that announced to us at dinner in Jan. I don't know how long I can get away with it, but I'm trying.
I think you'll deserve a stop at the mall on the way back.
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Wow. You're a better person than I.