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I am in Denial

chrissyt27chrissyt27
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How sad is it that I am in almost total denial about getting my BFN yesterday. I was sure all week that it worked, but then Sunday I woke up knowing it didn't. I don't know why.
My 3rd cycle Oct/Nov. My IUI was 10/27(my birthday) and on 11/6 they said negative, well AF never came. I was so upset I really never thought about it, I just kept thinking it will come the next day or the next and on 11/17 I called and went in for another beta and it was 1040. So now Dh has me convinced it's the same thing, just late implantation. I know I am being crazy. But his hopes are still up. I told him we just aren't that lucky. Plus it didn't turn out so well last time. But today that's all I can think about, that maybe we still have a chance. I don't dare tell DH that. Today I am 12DPO. I didn't temp today, and stopped PIO. Maybe I will Wed to see if my temp falls. I know this is crazy right?

 

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  • jenickjenick member
    There are so many emotions related to all the procedures we go through.  I don't think having hope is crazy...sometimes all we have is our hope.  good luck
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  • Sara ScissorsSara Scissors
    Reading this I'm wondering why your beta was so darn early.  11dpo, am I reading that right?  Mine would never do one before 14dpiui and that was only if I got a positive hpt.  I think he only agreed yesterday at 13dpo because he knew I had no meds in me since it was a hail mary cycle. 
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  • chrissyt27chrissyt27

    He always does them at 10DPO. I was 11 since 10 was Sunday. I guess we will see. A lot of people said it's too early, I agree. I asked and that's just want they do.

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  • Carmela752Carmela752
    I will hope for another late (and sticky) BFP. I'm sorry you're going through so much stress and uncertainty right now. :(
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