Parenting after a Loss

Re: ***Daytime confessions***

  • * I can't wait for dh to finish my walls so I don't have to be embarrassed to have people over

    * I am trying to find new & better organizational solutions, but at the same time I have lost my will to clean & organize. I must be in a really bad place right now if I have lost the will to clean.

    * I feel bad for dh because he doesn't know how to help me feel more like myself

    * I'm scared that my supply is dipping & that that's the reason dd is waking up at night so much

    * I'm not prepared for dd to be standing up so young.

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  • *after a weekend of monitoring ds for signs of a concussion, he now has a stomach bug and spent the evening puking EVERYWHERE. fantastic.

    *it's a terrible feeling to not be able to do anything for your sick child but hold them and clean up the vomit. 

    *since ds has been sick, dh is all of a sudden "super dad."  it's annoying me and hurting my feelings because he's been doing all the holding, etc. and i feel left out. i tried talking to him about this last night and he got all mopey and pulled the "i'm a bad husband" card on me.

    *i feel ridiculous for having my feelings hurt by dh. he's doing a great job taking care of ds and is staying home with him so i can go to work and get the baby out of the house. 

    *it's time to upgrade my cell phone and i don't know which one to get. i'm afraid i'll get one i hate.

    *i'm really behind on finishing my master's projects. one of them is due tomorrow and what am i doing? posting my daytime confession!!

  • *I'm going to get off of my laptop because I'm not being a very good mommy today.  Damn addicting internet.

     

  • I really want to put our house up for sale and move!!

    Part of me does not wants go find a new job but would feel guilty since they just gave me a baby shower.

  • DH got a bug or virus on our desktop computer last night. He thought it would be a good idea to tell me about it at 1:30 a.m. when we were up dealing with a cranky baby. This is seriously the 3rd time he's done that in the last year and a half. I'm ready to seriously hurt him.
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  • DH has been an amazing father and husband these past few wks. However over the past couple of days has been complaining how tired he is. It makes me so angry and I want to punch him in the face! Did I mention it is 1:30 pm here and he is STILL sleeping!

    I don't want to go back to work in 2 wks. I hate that I have to leave E. DH will be staying home with her for a while and I am jealous it isn't me staying home.

    I am still in my pj's and haven't brushed my teeth yet. I feel so gross!

     

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