I am hoping my boss doesn't approve a half day of vacay to go to my step-sister's wedding in June...I want to go to a concert instead. Besides, her wedding starts at 5pm on a Friday...not very convienent.
DX PCOS w/IR 01/08. Currently pg with our 1st after 6.5 yrs of IF (thank you IVF)
I am extremely pissed off at one of my friends bc he can never be on time for anything.not even a funeral!!! I think I am done being around him for a LONNNNG time.
I have barely done any work today b/c I am too ansty to concentrate on anything!! This is making the time DRAG beyond belief but I can't motivate myself to be productive anyway.
I'm hoping that the weather gets really cold on the weekends from now through June so I don't have to see the newborn babies on my block out in their strollers - all six of them in the past two months - most recently one born this AM!! Oh and there's another coming in four months.
I am pissed at my friend because i messed up at x-mas time and sent her gift to my grandma in Texas and my grandma's to her in Atlanta...well she JUST sent it last week and it was missing a gift! She might have had a baby in November but she's had enough time to go home to NOLA for the holidays and Mardi Gras but cant make it to the post office and then kept a gift?!?
So yeah, I'm sending her a check for the shipping coverage....in a month Passive aggressive much? I don't flippin care. (ok so this is more of a vent/confession)
DX PCOS w/IR 01/08. Currently pg with our 1st after 6.5 yrs of IF (thank you IVF)
I am afraid that I have gotten signs to give up, but I am not listening. Before IVF #1 we lost our awesome health coverage. Before IVF#2 DH got a 10% pay cut. Now before IVF#3 my FIL is close to being on his death bed.
I am not even 100% sure if I am doing this because I want kids or because I don't have what everyone else has? I always thought I wanted kids, but I am 37 years old now. I am afraid I won't have the energy to keep up with them? But the thought of giving up destroys me... I am just not sure why it does bother me?
A lot of years and a million tears finally led me to you.
After 7 years trying to concieve, 3 failed IUIs and 2 failed IVFs, my third IVF was a success!
My Christmas baby turned into a turkey bird! Dillon Richard was born at 34 weeks, 5 days on November 28, 2009 after 10 weeks on bedrest for preeclampsia.
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I am afraid that I have gotten signs to give up, but I am not listening. Before IVF #1 we lost our awesome health coverage. Before IVF#2 DH got a 10% pay cut. Now before IVF#3 my FIL is close to being on his death bed.
I am not even 100% sure if I am doing this because I want kids or because I don't have what everyone else has? I always thought I wanted kids, but I am 37 years old now. I am afraid I won't have the energy to keep up with them? But the thought of giving up destroys me... I am just not sure why it does bother me?
(((hugs)))
DX PCOS w/IR 01/08. Currently pg with our 1st after 6.5 yrs of IF (thank you IVF)
I faked a injury so I could pre-board on my flight home last night. I felt so bad about doing it, but really did not feel like fighting for my seat (southwest airlines) and our flight was sold out.
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DD #1 {04-19-2004}
Secondary IF: Severe MFI (low testosterone, low count, low morph, & very low motility) & Annovulation
After 22 months IUI # 3 Clomid + Follistim = BFP
DD #2 {12-31-2009}
2 more years of failed IF treatments and a failed adoption TTC #3
TTC Journey Over~ Not By Choice
I am meeting a friend tonight and I'm afraid she's going to ask me to be in her wedding party. We are not as close as we used to and I'd prefer to go as a guest.
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TTC since March 2007 - currently on hold
I am pissed at my friend because i messed up at x-mas time and sent her gift to my grandma in Texas and my grandma's to her in Atlanta...well she JUST sent it last week and it was missing a gift! She might have had a baby in November but she's had enough time to go home to NOLA for the holidays and Mardi Gras but cant make it to the post office and then kept a gift?!?
So yeah, I'm sending her a check for the shipping coverage....in a month Passive aggressive much? I don't flippin care. (ok so this is more of a vent/confession)
Currently pg with our 1st after 6.5 yrs of IF (thank you IVF)
My IF/Everything Blog
There's No Crying in Baseball
***My posts are always SAIFW**
I am afraid that I have gotten signs to give up, but I am not listening. Before IVF #1 we lost our awesome health coverage. Before IVF#2 DH got a 10% pay cut. Now before IVF#3 my FIL is close to being on his death bed.
I am not even 100% sure if I am doing this because I want kids or because I don't have what everyone else has? I always thought I wanted kids, but I am 37 years old now. I am afraid I won't have the energy to keep up with them? But the thought of giving up destroys me... I am just not sure why it does bother me?
After 7 years trying to concieve, 3 failed IUIs and 2 failed IVFs, my third IVF was a success!
My Christmas baby turned into a turkey bird! Dillon Richard was born at 34 weeks, 5 days on November 28, 2009 after 10 weeks on bedrest for preeclampsia.
<a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v705/arriinthere/PJ/?action=view
i am supposed to be on a diet to "get healthier" before our next IVF.
but we had a food day at work and i have been grazing all day. i don't think donuts and buffalo chicken dip constitute diet food.
at least i at some of the veggies, too.
(((hugs)))
Currently pg with our 1st after 6.5 yrs of IF (thank you IVF)
My IF/Everything Blog
There's No Crying in Baseball
***My posts are always SAIFW**
DD #1 {04-19-2004}
Secondary IF: Severe MFI (low testosterone, low count, low morph, & very low motility) & Annovulation
After 22 months IUI # 3 Clomid + Follistim = BFP
DD #2 {12-31-2009}
2 more years of failed IF treatments and a failed adoption TTC #3
TTC Journey Over~ Not By Choice