For some reason, I felt the need to finally share the entire story of our loss on our blog today. Not sure why I finally decided to share, as I've only shared previously on these boards, but I think it might have something to do with the fact that we are TTC and I so desperately want another child that my heart physically aches. Not only that, I am terrified that I will have difficulty getting pregnant or even worse, that something will go wrong again. I guess I just needed a release in order to help myself move forward and focus more on TTC rather than the grieving process. That, and the fact that I really feel like we could use all of the prayers and support that we can get right now. I actually feel a bit better after writing it all out once again.
Re: Just posted the *longest* blog about our loss.....
It does feel good just to get it out and so healing in the long run. Just know there is a group of us local gals on SAL that are here for you locally if you ever need talk. We have had some GTG and some of us plan on going to the metro moms event next month. It might be hard to be around us with our bellies, but we've here for you if you need us. You can email me at lanidb at yahoo dot com if you ever should need it.
((((hugs)))