This is not a huge surprise especially after a fight Friday night when I HAD to go back to work and worked until ten. ?The gf was amazing, but there isn't even a metaphor appropriate for how different we were. Sad will come tomorrow when I remember all the greatness she is that I won't get to enjoy.
But how flipping pathetic is it that my idea of feel-good shopping is a stroller when I am ** at best ** three months before starting inseminations? No, I won't. ?But I want to. ?I love Craigslist. And additionally, how bad is it that I know that being single saves me @$200 a week?
Re: It appears that BGG is once again single
Breaking up hadn't even crossed my mind since Friday, when things were looking a bit grim. ?We had dinner with my sister, her boyfriend, and my parents this afternoon. ?They talked a lot today about houses (sister and bf buying) and about cars (sister's bf is working on her Mini floodlights) and gf felt out-of-place. ?Notably, I didn't have much to add to these particular conversations, but I am accustomed to this happening now and then. ?It made gf feel insecure and very upset. ?We got back to the house and she started yelling and crying. ?
I think the timing was bizarre. ?I think is is very sad because she is utterly amazing. ?But it is the correct end result. Onward.
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I'm sorry Em
But, you've said before that even though she was amazing and nearly perfect on paper, she wasnt a great match for you in real life.
This definitely frees you up to do whatever makes YOU happiest, to persue other things and to have fun without worrying about trying to help her feel happier.
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No! I have never thought this relationship was a keeper, but sort of wished it was. ?She will be a great parent. ?She is AMAZING - artist, marathoner, big heart, incredibly beautiful. ?We are just not a good match. I was seriously close to ending it a couple weeks ago when I posted.?I was wondering if I was screwing it up prematurely.??I have known she wasn't 'the one' and we just kept having the same exact argument over and over without resolution or ability to avoid it.?
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