This makes me so...I don't even know the word

Mainer-in-Texas · February 2009

I just got off the phone w/ my mom. My mom is friends with the mother of a girl I used to babysit for. This girl is 15. Apparently she got pregnant on purpose to keep her 16 year old boyfriend. It worked....for a few months - then he changed his mind and told her "I don't want this" and broke up with her again. So then she told her mom that she now wants an abortion and has run away from home with him.

I feel such a mixture of anger (way to use a freaking baby to keep your man, and why are the wrong people so fertile) and sadness (poor 15 year old who comes from a really bad home and is so f'd in the head that she ruining her life)