So last night (exactly one week since m/c) was the first time shopping since being pregnant. There was this one baby who was crying almost the entire time! Before I would have thought 'Shut up! You're so annoying!', last night I was on the verge and tears and thought 'Shut up! You're killing me!!'. Who would have thought that hearing a crying baby would cause so much jealousy and pain? My baby never got to cry, I never got to comfort him... it's so sad
I totally know how you feel. DH and I were at Chili's the other night, and the couple in the booth beside us had a baby. After seeing the baby laugh and play, I started crying. It made me think of my loss.
I know how you feel too. My FI and I have a 1year old godson and after the M/C i did not want to see him because it hurt too much. They brought him around anyway and when his Mum went outside for a smoke he started crying. Then I started bawling because my baby would never cry when I left the room. We must have made a sad picture holding each other and crying our lungs out.
Even a month on I find it hard to be near playgrounds or anywhere near children.
Re: Worst grocery shopping trip ever!
I know how you feel too. My FI and I have a 1year old godson and after the M/C i did not want to see him because it hurt too much. They brought him around anyway and when his Mum went outside for a smoke he started crying. Then I started bawling because my baby would never cry when I left the room. We must have made a sad picture holding each other and crying our lungs out.
Even a month on I find it hard to be near playgrounds or anywhere near children.