I can't help it but I keep thinking about the fact that next Saturday will be one year ago we lost our baby. I am so blessed to have this healthy baby girl growing inside of me, but its times like this I think about how we would already have a baby and how old he/she would be at this point. Today we are preparing for our Super Bowl party and I thought about how I was pregnant last Super Bowl and the next weekend the baby was gone. I could just be experiencing super, hyped-up 3rd trimester emotions, but it still stinks. I'm in a good mood, but those memories of heartache are still there. Just needed to get that out of my system!                 
                             
        
Re: m/c one year ann. coming up...
"And where was I before the day that I first saw your lovely face? Now I see it everyday and I know that I am the luckiest."