Of course before I went in I couldn't resist the urge to POAS one last time and still no 2nd line. So I have given up on the miracle and accepted that I will be left off of the BFP train again for the upteenth time.
The woman who drew my blood said "good luck" as I was leaving and I nearly busted out in tears. It was a long 10 minute drive home. But here I am now, just waiting for the "Unfortunatly this cycle did not work" VM I will receive in a few hours.
So I am down to my final chance... ugg!
Thank you all for your support through this cycle. I will probably not be around much for the next month or so while I figure out my next step (whether to stay with current RE or move to a new one), heal from this hurt and try to get my mind off of being broken for a while.
I am rooting for a bunch of girls still in the 2ww so know that all though I am not here physically that I will be thinking of you and can not wait to see you on the other side once I return!
Re: Back from my useless beta
I'm so sorry krissy - you will be missed here but I understand your need to take a step back and figure out your next step. ? I wish I could say something to make this better, but I know I can't. ?know we'll be here if you need us.
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Tina?
I am so sorry Krissy.
It just plain sucks!
Good luck with your next step and I hope you can heal some during your break. I will be thinking of you and cheering you on when you return.
Krissy,
I am so sorry about how things turned out for you this cycle. Taking a break from the board for awhile is completely understandable ... I know a few of us have been there before. I wish you the best in whatever you choose for your next cycle... if you decide to check out Boston IVF and you have any questions, please feel free to page me. (((hugs))
Krissy, I'm so sorry. Take good care of yourself, hon. I totally understand the need to retreat and regroup. ((( BIG HUGS )))
Marisa
Krissy-
I am really sorry. ?Good luck figuring out your next steps. ?you'll be missed, but I bet time away will do you some good.
Take care.?
I logged on hoping to see good news from you. I am so very sorry. Take care of yourself.
((hugs))
I am a runner, knitter, scientist, DE-IVF veteran, and stage III colon cancer survivor.
Jaime & Brent
Oahu, Hawaii | Sept. 9, 2005
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I'm very sorry. (((Hugs)))