Infertility

Back from my useless beta

Of course before I went in I couldn't resist the urge to POAS one last time and still no 2nd line. So I have given up on the miracle and accepted that I will be left off of the BFP train again for the upteenth time.

The woman who drew my blood said "good luck" as I was leaving and I nearly busted out in tears. It was a long 10 minute drive home. But here I am now, just waiting for the "Unfortunatly this cycle did not work" VM I will receive in a few hours.

So I am down to my final chance... ugg!

Thank you all for your support through this cycle. I will probably not be around much for the next month or so while I figure out my next step (whether to stay with current RE or move to a new one), heal from this hurt and try to get my mind off of being broken for a while.

I am rooting for a bunch of girls still in the 2ww so know that all though I am not here physically that I will be thinking of you and can not wait to see you on the other side once I return! 

A lot of years and a million tears finally led me to you.
After 7 years trying to concieve, 3 failed IUIs and 2 failed IVFs, my third IVF was a success!
My Christmas baby turned into a turkey bird! Dillon Richard was born at 34 weeks, 5 days on November 28, 2009 after 10 weeks on bedrest for preeclampsia.
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