I feel really bad now...

LoLoPanda

J had been nothing but completely supportive of me today. I've been a blubbering mess all day.

SIL called from a client's office and asked the J help her out with something. Apparently he already did it and when I asked to see it to make sure he did it correctly (I've done the project many times before) he got a little bit of an attitude...and I lost my cool.

I just screamed at him and walked to my desk where I promptly curled up into a ball on my chair and just cried some more. I wasn't crying because of the BFN, I was upset with myself for yelling at him and it hit home about just how angry I really am about this whole TTC process.

I owe him big today...any suggestions on what I can do?

tiki_t

Beer, BBQ meat and chocolate cake always work on my DH.

AvaLikeLava

Say you're sorry, offer him his favorite drink and just have a quiet and calm dinner together.

I'm sorry for your disappointment. Don't give up the hope yet, though. A BFP will happen for you.

bunch

I think I would just sit down and try to explain yourself.  I know he's heard it, but apologize for having a "bad" reaction.  Oh, and non-baby-making sex might help, too!