I say this somewhat joking because I'm mostly feeling very hopeful and excited but at other moments I question my mental health
I want to maintain this excitement but I'm so scared that if I do and this doesn't work that I will have so much farther to fall. Last night i woke up around 3am feeling awful nausea and quesiness. Kept me awake for about an hour or so. I was sure it was a sign. Today, I feel fine. Maybe a little cramp here and there but overall fine. So now I wonder if it was the dinner I ate. I didn't want to be one to analyze every little thing but I want to enjoy this time of hope. I pray it doesn't end.
Thanks for listening! Happy 4th!
Re: 2ww is making me a NUT!
me 33/DH 36
ttc since 10/2008; d/x: mild MFI, stageII endo
~~PAIF/SAIF Welcome~~
11 IUI’s = 1 m/c (7w4d)
IVF#1 January 2012 BFN, FET #1 April 2012 BFN
Surprise BFP October 2012 m/c (7w), Surprise BFP April 2013 m/c (6w4d)
IVF #2: July 2013, ET 1 embryo 7/18, beta 1 @ 14dp3dt - 757, beta 2 @ 16dp3dt - 1762
U/S 1 @ 6w4d = 1 little frogger with HB of 118, U/S 2 @ 7w3d measuring right on track with HB of 160
Stick Frogger Stick! Please!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's a Girl, EDD April 7, 2014