Ok, so this is mostly just a venting post. I just need somewhere to sound off these strange feelings I'm having.
My husband has an uncle (by marriage) who is somewhat developmentally delayed. He was very welcoming of me into the family and just an all around great guy. We are heading to Cannon Beach, OR on Tuesday and we were taking his uncle with him (he doesn't drive and we're meeting up with the rest of the family there). We planned on staying until Saturday or Sunday.
Not more than a half hour ago, my husband got a call from his mom that his uncle passed away 3 hours prior of a heart attack at work. Holy crap, I feel so blind sided and I'm in such disbelief. The world lost a truly good soul. My husband left for his parent's house. I feel bad not going with him, because he even though he doesn't show emotion, I know he's got to be hurting.
So at this point I have no clue if we're still going to the beach (which I totally understand completely if they cancel the trip) or what is really going to happen. I'm just shocked. That's the best way to describe it. I called my friend who manages the apartments he was living in to tell her ... and she said he'd just been in this morning to show her his new hair cut and seemed to be really happy. That makes me a little sad.
Anyway, like I said, just needed a vent outlet, I think.
Re: Totally NBR .... In disbelief.
Thanks
It's just crazy how precious and unexpected life is.
Emma Kate - born 10.16.03 @ 29 weeks, weighed 1lb 13oz and 13.5" long.
TTC #3
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Diagnosed with PCOS June 2010, TTC#1 since May 2012
Cycle#1-3 Clomid 50mg + TI= No response
Cycle#4-5 Clomid 150mg + Metformin 1000mg + TI= BFN, but finally ovulation!!!
Cycle #6 Clomid 150mg + Metformin 1500mg + IUI(4/15)= BFP!!! EDD 01/06/2014 <br>
Stella Margaret arrived on December 21, 2013!
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So sorry for your loss, thinking of you and your family.
PCOS diagnosed secondary infertility
BFP #1 (letrozole 2.5mg + ovidrel) February 2016, MMC April 2016 @ 7 weeks
BFP #2 (letrozole 5mg + ovidrel) July 2016, Beta #1 359, Beta #2 745, Beta #3 11484
EDD April 9th, 2017
Missing Our July Sparkler
BFP#1-11/12/12, MMC 1/16/13-baby stopped growing @ 9wks, found out at 13wks, D&E 1/25/13
BFP#2-4/23/13 EDD-01/02/14 baby BOY born 12/31/13 Michael Cameron
BFP 11.8.12 * EDD 7.17.13 * MC 12.20.12
Married October 2009. Me 29 H 28.
After 1 year of infertility, our little miracle was conceived via our 3rd IUI on May 5, 2013.
Holland Sophia was born Jan 24, 2014.
Big hugs aessary, I am so very sorry for your loss. Sending many thoughts and prayers to your family.
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