I am just shy of 6 weeks pregnant today and I think I am miscarrying. I was apprehensive from the beginning and things have off this weeks Two days ago I began spotting, last night I had one episode of bright red blood but regained some hope when bleeding lessened and was brown most of the day I went and saw my OB who drew blood work This evening has been just a constant flow of blood... I just can't imagine the baby being ok after all this bleeding. I am trying to keep a smile on face while at work right now, but I just feel like I have failed and I can see that my husband is so disappointed. We weren't even trying to get pregnant and I didn't think I would be this devastated. I just want to curl up in bed and not talk to anyone
I had an HCG done Friday, and over the weekend the bleeding was significantly heavier, with some clots. Today my HCG was repeated and it has nearly doubled (15 pts shy of doubling)!!! I do not know what this means, has anyone else had doubling HCG initially after a mc? My doctor is scheduling me for and ultrasound this week. I spent alot of time crying this week, and I was prepared for the low HCG today, and moving on, I do not want to get excited again only to start the grieving process all over again.