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Bump break

I know I haven't been here that long but I think I may need to leave for awhile.  I just had a very traumatic miscarriage and while I thought I could hang, its become obvious I can't.  I'm so angry I don't know what to do with myself and I don't want to be toxic to other peoples happiness. 

I hope to be back soon, I just don't know when that will be.  I wish all of you the best of luck and thank you for being so great for the short time I've gotten to know you.

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  • I haven't been here that long either so I haven't really gotten the chance to know you but I wanted to say I'm so, so sorry for your loss. My T&Ps are with you through this hard time.
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    sorry you're feeling this way. I hope you have a short and therapeutic break! 

       
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  • I will be thinking of you Lollz <3

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  • imageTravelingCouple:
    I haven't been here that long either so I haven't really gotten the chance to know you but I wanted to say I'm so, so sorry for your loss. My T&Ps are with you through this hard time.

    I haven't  been around very long either. I just wanted to say that I'm very sorry for your loss. 

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  • I wish you the best.  Hope your break is what you need to help yourself move forward.

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    So sorry for your loss.  Hope your break is short and you're back to feeling positive and ready to TTC soon.

    BTW - your siggy pic makes me smile every time I see it. 

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    November 2013:  NTNP
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  • I am so sorry, hope you take some time to relax and be extra kind to yourself. Find the peace you need, to grieve and process. <3<3
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  • I'm new here and don't really know anyone well, but I do want to say I'm sorry for your loss. Thoughts and prayers are with you. Hope you have a short break and will rejoin us soon, but I can understand and respect your decision. ::hugs::
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    I'm so, so sorry Lolly. Take the time that you need to get better. Take care of yourself! 

    I echo this completely. So sorry, dear.  



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  • So very sorry for your loss. I hope this break will help you. Take care of yourself.
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  • Best wishes to you. I hope to see you back soon!

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself and come back whenever you're ready!
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  • So very sorry for your loss. Hope the time away helps you to recover emotionally and we see you back soon!
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  • I totally remember that anger from my MC. Do whatever you have to do to take care of yourself. GL, and hope to see you back here soon!


  • Will be thinking of you and looking forward to your return. Take care of yourself, girl.
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    I'm so sorry you're going through this. But it takes a strong person to recognize when they are in over their head. I hope this break is just what you need.

    We hope to see you back soon. But make sure to take all the time you need to get to an emotionally happy and healthy place!

    This exactly! My thoughts and prayers are with you loll.

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  • I'm sorry you are walking down such a rough path right now. We'll welcome you back whenever you are ready.
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  • I'm very sorry for your loss. I hope you heal and feel ready to come back soon!
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  • I am also sorry for your loss.  I have had three miscarriages and I admit sometimes I do get emotional on here.  DH and I have been trying for LO #2 for 3 months (I know that is not long), but between that and the losses, sometimes I really sad.

    T&P to you.  Hope you come back soon!  :)


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    imageTravelingCouple:
    I haven't been here that long either so I haven't really gotten the chance to know you but I wanted to say I'm so, so sorry for your loss. My T&amp;Ps are with you through this hard time.

    I haven't &nbsp;been around very long either. I just wanted to say that I'm very sorry for your loss.&nbsp;



    I also wanted to add , i haven't been here long either, but I wanted to say so so sorry for your loss.
  • I'm so sorry for your loss!
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. I wish you the best of luck with whatever you decide to do.
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  • I'm very sorry for your loss. Please take all the time you need and I look forward to seeing you come back.
  • I'm so sorry for you loss, I can't even imagine.  Take some extra time to snuggle your little one (she is ADORABLE!), and know that you will be prayed for.  <3

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  • imagepackerfan4life:

    I'm so sorry you're going through this. But it takes a strong person to recognize when they are in over their head. I hope this break is just what you need.

    We hope to see you back soon. But make sure to take all the time you need to get to an emotionally happy and healthy place!

    This, completely. I haven't been on here long either but i send you the best wishes. What you're going through is incredibly hard and i remember having a lot of anger as well for a long time after my miscarriage. It's a natural reaction but make sure to take care of yourself if it goes on too long. Give yourself time to grieve and don't let anyone minimize your pain. I wish you the very, very best and hope that your healing and peace of mind comes quickly.  

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  • I'm so sorry, Lolly. Take good care of yourself. <3
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  • So sorry for your loss.  Best of luck to you in the healing process.
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  • imageLollyLawlz:
    I know I haven't been here that long but I think I may need to leave for awhile.nbsp; I just had a very traumatic miscarriage and while I thought I could hang, its become obvious I can't.nbsp; I'm so angry I don't know what to do with myself and I don't want to be toxic to other peoples happiness.nbsp; I hope to be back soon, I just don't know when that will be.nbsp; I wish all of you the best of luck and thank you for being so great for the short time I've gotten to know you.


    Totally just saw this. Lolly, so sorry. Hugs.


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  • I'm sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself and we will welcome you back whenever you are ready.
  • I'm so sorry, I've had to take bump breaks after each of my m/cs -- so I totally understand just not being able to deal. I hope to see you back -- and on the tri boards -- soon!
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  • I stalk a couple BMBs and saw the roller coaster ride you've had - I'm so sorry for your loss.  Be kind to yourself, take the time and space you need.  Wishing you all the best, T&Ps to you.  ::creepy internet hugs::
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    I'm so sorry for your loss lolly! My thoughts will be with you





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