Will it ever stop

mamaj1220

So this is going to be slightly long but after today I need some encouragement or something. I have worked for the same company for 4 years as teacher for children with autism or ASDs. Let me correct that I'm going to school to be an OT so i am a teaching assistant. Now in that time I have been promoted every year bc "I'm such a big part of the team" well now that I am pregnant and have hyperemesis gravidarum and have missed time all of which I have doctor notes for I am being yelled at. I left work today in tears early bc I have given this company everything I have and today felt like none of my hard work mattered and feeling very alone. I don't like this feeling and I said to my boss I don't know what you want me to do. I can't help but be pissed off the more I think about this after all this organization is supposed to love kids and benefit the community yet this is how an employee who has gone above and beyond to take on extra work and extra kids giving up most of my life for them. Sorry for the rant I just feel abused and unappreciated

gallegowedding

Try to keep your head up and try not to stress. Its not good for you or the baby. Working and having a baby is tough. I wish you the best of luck.

mamaj1220

Thanks I'm trying to be positive it's just really hard when you look at what just happened and think WTF was that

lifesaverz

I'm so sorry, that sounds awful.  I'd be upset too.  HG sounds hard enough as it is.  What did your boss say to you?  I mean, there's not really much you can do...& I'm sure if you were somehow able to make yourself feel better, you would!  I'd go home & try to de-stress a little...have some "me" time, eat something yummy, rest, watch a favorite show, etc.  Try to relax & take your mind off it a little, then later start trying to formulate anything you feel like you might still want/need to say to your boss.  If you think it would be helpful, arrange to sit down & have a second conversation about this, where you can explain your side.  Otherwise if you don't think that would help, just try your best to let it go & move forward.  But either way def take a little time to relax & get your stress out!   Sorry you're dealing with that.

mamaj1220

Thank you guys I just really need someone to understand and I will be documenting including the fact that I have doctors notes as to why I was out