I just need to vent me and my SO were trying for months to have our first LO, after an eptopic pregnancy not sure if we could have one w.o help I decided I wanted to wait and found all these unpregnant things to do now I am pregnant and it's pretty much a miracle I should be so happy but I'm kinda sad abt it while he is sooo happy I feel like a HORRIBLE person, I don't know how to feel the way I did before, I'm only 4 weeks I'm sure once things start coming along ill become more excited but right now I'm just nervous, a little sad ehhh, I know this is bad
Re: I Am horrible !