Hey all...thanks in advance for listening. My spotting picked up this evening so I'm pretty sure its AF showing her butt ugly face...still wishing for a miracle but am beginning to lose hope...I'm only 8 dpo so I was taken completely by surprise by it and am feeling very depressed.
I just needed to get it out because I am on a work trip in san francisco so hubby is two hours ahead of me and is already sleeping and I am sharing a room with a coworker so I gotta keep it together, but seriously want to bawl right now.
Thanks ladies...super duper appreciate it...you are wonderful.
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I'm so sorry. I understand the time thing though, only its not different time zones, just opposite times of day. I work nights and my husband is a teacher and coach. I found when I have a hard time and need to cry showers work well for covering the tears, or if the place you are staying has an indoor pool/spa run down and dip your feet in and let it all out. It may help a little. ((Hugs))
So sorry for that rude lady to be showing up! I felt the exact same way last week and had to keep it together all day. A good cry I. The shower helped, but here is to a better day today and a good hug when you see hubby!
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I can't tell you how many times women who are relatively new to the board, and who are only a cycle or two post loss, make posts like this one and then follow it days later with a PgAL intro.
Thanks ladies it really was so wonderful to wake up to this...you are awesome.
Rosie so very sorry...definitely didn't mean to rub you the wrong way, but i can totally understand what you said...im sure it does happen a lot. I should have been nore definite in my writing. I didn't post until I got back to the hotel and found AF was truly making her appearance. I would absolutely for sure not make another situation here like the ChiAmy one. You ladies are too wonderful to do that.
This should make for a real fun travel day but I am going to have hubby waiting for me with a bug glass of wine!!!
Thanks again ladies...my turn to give you hugs!!!
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I can't tell you how many times women who are relatively new to the board, and who are only a cycle or two post loss, make posts like this one and then follow it days later with a PgAL intro.
Thanks ladies it really was so wonderful to wake up to this...you are awesome.
Rosie so very sorry...definitely didn't mean to rub you the wrong way, but i can totally understand what you said...im sure it does happen a lot. I should have clarified. I didn't post until I got back to the hotel and found AF was definitely making her appearance. I would absolutely for sure not make another situation here like the ChiAmy one. You ladies are too wonderful to do that.
This should make for a real fun travel day but I am going to have hubby waiting for me with a bug glass of wine!!!
Thanks again ladies...my turn to give you hugs!!!
Thanks for clarifying! Not to worry--and I'm really sorry that cycles are so weird post-loss. Here's hoping that LP lengthens for you the next time around!!
Thanks lady...I'll hope to that too...hope your day is wonderful!
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Sorry you're feeling so down. Just wanted to give you some (((hugs)))!!
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I'm so sorry today started like this, I hope it turns around for you, or that you can sneak in a serious cry and release some of that energy. Laughin also the same effect, throw on some comedy radio if you can stomach the thought of laughing a bit, hugs dear
I'm sorry my dear. It it so much harder when you are on your own like that. A shoulder to cry on is a big relief. When I wanted to cry over a breakup in college my friend told me to cry in the shower/bath. You are alone and the sound is muffled. That's where I've done all my secret crying every since. I hope you are feeling better and the spotting turns out to be nothing.
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I'm so sorry today started like this, I hope it turns around for you, or that you can sneak in a serious cry and release some of that energy. Laughin also the same effect, throw on some comedy radio if you can stomach the thought of laughing a bit, hugs dear
Fabulous idea!! I have a station my pandora!! I'll be the person at the airport laughing hysterically to myself!!!!!! No shame!!
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Thanks ladies it really was so wonderful to wake up to this...you are awesome.
Rosie so very sorry...definitely didn't mean to rub you the wrong way, but i can totally understand what you said...im sure it does happen a lot. I should have been nore definite in my writing. I didn't post until I got back to the hotel and found AF was truly making her appearance. I would absolutely for sure not make another situation here like the ChiAmy one. You ladies are too wonderful to do that.
This should make for a real fun travel day but I am going to have hubby waiting for me with a bug glass of wine!!!
Thanks again ladies...my turn to give you hugs!!!
Thanks lady...I'll hope to that too...hope your day is wonderful!
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Fabulous idea!! I have a station my pandora!! I'll be the person at the airport laughing hysterically to myself!!!!!! No shame!!