XP: Thank you ladies

QuigleyCat1 · April 2013

I'm on for the first time today and saw my call outs. Thank you so much...all of you. A quick update of the remainder of my week. Thursday we stuck around home mostly. Then my parents called around 7:30pm and asked if we'd be home. They went down to the beach and dragged that piece of driftwood that I carved Liam's name into! (DH and I were going to get it today.) I can't believe they did that for me. Well yes I can, but I was still so incredibly grateful. It's in our backyard now. Today DH and I took DS (and Liam) to a nearby state park spillway where you can feed hundreds and thousands of fish. DS loved it soooo much and DH and I hadn't been there since we were little kids! It was a beautiful day weather and company wise. It was just the four of us for the very last time. I got a picture with my camera on timer of us sitting on a bench in front of a bunch of red tulips. I will treasure it forever. Then we came home and played and did yardwork outside. DS sat on my lap and cuddled with me as we swung in our gazebo swing. He was so quiet. Almost like he "knew" it was just me and him and Liam. We were so quiet that birds actually came and ate from there feeders which are only about 6-8 feet away from the gazebo. I will never forget that either. Then before we went inside, I drove DS around the house on the riding mower. He loves it so much and I love that we did all of these things together. He's too young to know what's going on but I'll never forget this week with my boys..

Tomorrow at 8:00am is my procedure. I'm so sad and scared. I'm pretty sure I'd like to see him when all is said and done. I'll decide for sure tomorrow. Then what do I do after that on the way home without my Liam? I have to leave him there. They told me that remains are cremated and then sent to Illinois for burial. I pray with all my heart he knows how much I love him because I do...more than I can ever describe to anyone.

I'll update when I can. I may feel like it right away or it may take me a day or a week.. I have no idea, but I want each and every one of you to know how much I appreciate your love and support. As horrible as all of this has been, I'm telling you...your love has helped so much. Thank you ladies from the bottom of my hear

MallyJM128 · April 2013

I have been keeping you and your family in my prayers and will be thinking of you tomorrow.

klewis888 · April 2013

I'll be praying for you and your family. You are always in my thoughts and prayers...

spldyollie · April 2013

I am praying for you. Sending you a big hug.

chuicafina · April 2013

Thank you for having the strength to post these updates (and your strength in what you're going through is evident as well). It sounds like you've had a special week with your boys and that you have a good support system near you.

Sending you many thoughts and hugs.

Omeed · April 2013

You and your family including your precious Liam will be in my prayers tomorrow. May you have continued strength through this very difficult time.

Jalee85 · April 2013

I will be thinking of you and your family, on such a hard day! Thoughts and Prayers!!!!

BeachMama7693 · April 2013

Praying for you tomorrow. Hugs

babygiantquest · April 2013

I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers, as always. I'm glad you got to have this week with your boys.

Thank you for keeping us updated; you are obviously a very strong woman, and I know it must take a lot of courage and love to share Liam's story with us.

redkt97 · April 2013

I'm sorry to hear of your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you at this difficult time. You are an amazingly strong and loving mama.

Kittymom6 · April 2013

I'm glad you were able to have some special time with Liam. Thinking of you tomorrow.

SweetCFly · April 2013

Been thinking of you especially this week and sending many prayers for continued strength your way. You are an amazing mom and I among many others admire you. Thank you for being so open with your story. Prayers will not stop for you and your family. Hugs.

CousinVicki · April 2013

thinking of you and your family. =(

kimbo1216 · April 2013

As always, thank you for updating. Keeping you in my prayers. May you find whatever peace you can tomorrow. Blessings to you and your family.

--halo-- · April 2013

What a beautiful day, reading about it was very moving. You and your family are in my prayers tonight.

Foutzie44 · April 2013

I have no doubt just how much you love your precious Liam.

Will be thinking and praying of you today and the coming days. Your strength and love are amazing.

shelley1002 · April 2013

Thinking of you and your family. Many hugs, TandPs headed your way.

misskris927 · April 2013

You are such a strong strong person. And im sure that Liam knows how much you love him. Ill be thinking of you and your family today.

MrsMommyQ · April 2013

I'm thinking of you, hoping you're doing ok right now. It's almost that time. You're so strong and Liam is lucky to have you as his mama, even if it was just a short period of time.