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I'm new to this "blogging" I hoping talking with the rest of you women going through these hard times will help.  My husband & I have been TTC for almost 3 years, actively trying for 2 and seeking fertility treatments.  Every time I think I'm going to make progress I just take 10 steps back.  My cycles are quit long or short some months so now I'm on BC pills and I'm just waiting for my next IUI cycle.  The first one was unsuccessful and now I'm impatiently waiting to try again.  I'm just frustrated that nothing is working and so tiered of hearing everyone around me is prego but me :(   I have four friends now that have announce there news and I think I'm going to scream if one more person tells me the news I'm dreaming of having. 

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  • RosyGlowRosyGlow member
    Welcome and good luck...it's helpful if you update your siggy with your history or plans. GL!
    | Married since 2008 | DH and I: Both 30 | Me: Endometriosis and Carrier of an X-Linked Dominant Genetic Disorder | DH: Low Morph | Planning IVF with PGD and PGS in 2013 | Freeze-All IVF #1: March 2013 ER 3/26. 29R, 12M, 11F. 4 5AA frozen blasts. Freeze-All IVF#2: May 2013 ER 5/15. 31R, 21M, 20F. 6 5AA frozen blasts. Our PGD probe was completed in late June (total of 20 weeks to develop). PGD and PGS Results came on 6/19: 3 healthy embryos (normal chromosomes and unaffected by my family's genetic disorder). FET #1: July 2013 Natural Cycle - Cancelled due to insufficient lining (only got to 7.5mm). FET #1.2: August 2013 - Medicated Cycle with Lupron & Estrogen Patches to build up lining. Single embryo transfer was 8/23. Beta #1: 240! Beta #2: 578! U/S on 9/19 at 6w4d: We saw the heart beating at 131bpm. Second U/S on 10/4 at 8w5d: We saw the heart beating at 178bpm. EDD 5/11/2014
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  • PhillyJ33PhillyJ33 member
    Welcome and good luck! I hope your stay here is short!
    Me 36/DH 46 Me: Low AMH (.21) DOR, mild endo; Started seeing RE 11/12
    Jan-March '13 3 IUIs Clomid + Trigger = BFN
    April '13 IVF 1 MDLF converted to 4th IUI due to 3 runaway follicles! BFN
    July/Aug '13 IVF 1.2 Long Lupron = 7R, 6F, 2T= BFP!!!
    Beta 1=512, Beta 2=1,368 Beta 3= 4,128
    It's a boy!!!!
    SUA, GD
    EDD 4/26/14

    He's Here! Arrived 4/15/14!!!!

    September 2015 - FET with remaining embryos
    Twins! EDD: 6/14/15

    PAIF/SAIF Everyone welcome!
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  • ForevAAROSEForevAAROSE member
    I know how upsetting it is to have a lot of pregnant friends, hang in there. speak positively your words to gods ears. treat your body as you're pregnant already. good luck
    TTC Since 112010 Naturally. Diagnose:PCOS(ME) + Low Motility(HIM). Started IVF+ICSI Cycle 12312. ER 27 & ET 210 two embies transferred. *BFN 1ST IVF CYCLE.* **Getting as healthy as possible and will try IVFICSI#2 again hopefully in April.** -- HAVE FAITH; LET GO & LET GOD --
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  • JulieannT15JulieannT15 member
    I'm right there with you with friends and family announcing they are having their 1st, 2nd and 3rd babies. We will have our moment!! Good luck and welcome!
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  • ladyrader0227ladyrader0227 member
    I am sorry you are struggling - I agree it is very painful when so many friends announce their exciting news. This board has been very helpful for me when I am down.  Keep the faith & take care of yourself.  Big hugs!!

    Me:37 (DOR), DH: 40 (Normal) TTC #1 since Fall 2010
    2010-2012 - 7 rounds of Clomid, 4 IUI & 2 IVF - all BFN (2 chemical pregnancies)
    April 2013 fresh DEgg - 15R, 4F, 2 transferred = BFN.  
    FET - 11/13
    Beta #1 11/23 = 247; Beta #2 11/25 = 538; Beta #3 11/29 = 5481 BFP!!!!!
    U/s #1 12/7 & U/s #2 12/16 = One perfect little heart beat!! 
    EDD = 8/1/14

    Hope is the thing with feathers - that perches in the soul - and sings the tune without the words - and never stops - at all - (Emily Dickinson)

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