PgAL good dream=sad morning..

GavinRonansMom

I had my first pregnancy dream last night...it was nice. I dreamed that we didn't know what we were having (I have this strong feeling this is a girl) and it was a boy...I felt Noah kind of...for the first time I woke thinking things would be ok...

but now I guess the real that I am pregnant again, and the fear is so much scarier now...what happens if we lose him/her...I just can't take that again....I am an emotional wreck

Luthy

Oh honey, I know what you mean. Being PgAL is terrible because along with all the normal fears and worries you have as a pregnant mom you have to worry about the AGAIN thing. I felt for a long time that I wasn't really strong enough to get pregnant bec

LSzwaya

Big big hugs, GRM. 

countingthestars

I'm so sorry. Big huge hugs GRM!!

khays8785

like mama said - definitely one day at a time... ((HUGS))

GavinRonansMom

Thanks guys....I believe that everything will be OK, but the sometimes it just sneaks up on you....I don't want to wish this pregnancy away, I want to enjoy it, today is just a harder day.

buggirl72

((((hugs)))) my friend.