I've been grouchy about turning 40 in a couple of weeks. Normally, I'm not worried about a number but with the recent loss and not knowing when we'll get the green light to TTC again, I wasn't feeling very celebratory.
I learned this morning that a friend lost his fight to cancer a few weeks shy of his 39th birthday. It's a good reminder not to bemoan hitting an age that so many don't have the privilege of seeing.
No purpose to this post really. I'm just feeling reflective and a bit selfish for my recent wallowing.
Fingers crossed for all of you in your 2WW - I'm looking forward to some happy news!