Maybe once or twice a month,me and my husband have family game night with our family..even though we have an awesome time and its nothing but laughs when we get together it just doesn't feel right..I'm not enjoying myself to the fullest because I know that my aria is supposed to be here with us..it just doesn't feel the same..I can't believe in 2 weeks,it'll be 2 WHOLE MONTHS since I lost my baby girl..my heart is really aching bad right now..
I'm so sorry, there is nothing I can say to make you feel better. I know how hard it hurts and how obvious it is that something is missing. Hugs to you.
Due with baby boy # 2 in May 2016 DD #1 born January 2014
(((HUGS))). I remember those feelings too - everything just felt wrong. I'm sorry you're hurting so much right now. Thinking of you and your little girl.
Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms. BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d Too beautiful for this earth BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
I'm so sorry you are feeling this way it will take some time to feel a but better with the way your new normal has to be. I remember the days and months following our loss of Sydney my life felt like it had no meaning. I promise you it will get a little easier to function eventually. Some days will be much much harder than others but you will make it. I am here now to tell you and it has been 17 months for us!! Hugs my friend!!
Heather
DS- Brenden born 11/13/93
Missed miscarriage on March 6, 2007 @ 9 weeks D&C on March 8th 2007.
Riley Annalise born 2/25/08 ( 3 weeks early weighing 8 lbs 12.8 oz.)
Chemical pregnancy 3/2010.
Sydney Adriana born sleeping on 9/30/11 weighing 10lbs 3 oz at 38wks 4 days.
Trinity Alivia born via c section at 36 wks 4 days weighing 9 lbs. 5.7 oz. She is our amazing rainbow baby!!!
PGAL buddy drvst8
Re: Family time
Due with baby boy # 2 in May 2016
DD #1 born January 2014
BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
Too beautiful for this earth
BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
I'm so sorry you are feeling this way it will take some time to feel a but better with the way your new normal has to be. I remember the days and months following our loss of Sydney my life felt like it had no meaning. I promise you it will get a little easier to function eventually. Some days will be much much harder than others but you will make it. I am here now to tell you and it has been 17 months for us!! Hugs my friend!!
Heather