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5w2d previous mc now paranoid

I am 5w2d in today. I was fine this morning and now I want to cry... I got this overwhelming feeling that something is wrong and I don't know if it is because I had a mmc in July or what but I am panicking over everything... No real reason to, I'm not bleeding or anything, course I didn't with my mmc either, just paranoid I guess.

Has anyone else gone through a mmc or a mc and is pregnant again?

How are you keeping your cool this time? Are you having the same irrational fears as me or are you able to be happy...?

 I have an order to get an early US, but not until after March 1st and it is driving me bananas... I just want to see/know that everything is ok.  

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Re: 5w2d previous mc now paranoid

  • I just had one in Jan. My HCG hit 0 on Jan 22nd and I got PG before a new cycle in full. I know I ovulated on the 4th of Feb. Now I am paranoid about every little thing!!!
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  • At least I am not the only one paranoid... Its just really hard to let things be and keep the happy glowy, everything is OK vibe... I really want that vibe, I really want to be happy and positive. I don't know if it is just hormones driving me nuts or if there is something seriously wrong, like a woman's intuition overload. Ya know?
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  • I've had two and I am so scared. I just keep thinking positive though and reminding my self "today I am pregnant and I love my baby". If I am lucky enough to take home this baby I don't want to look back on the beginning of this pregnancy and wish I had enjoyed it more. I can never be as innocent as I was with DS, but I can focus on the positive. All I can do is the best I can, the rest is out of my control. ((hugs))

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  • Wow... :) Thank you. That is very motivating and a great mentality to have. I really appreciate it. *hugs*  I keep chanting the montra of "everything is fine, you are going to be ok" over and over again... I need to learn how to not be overwhelmed by my fears...
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  • Every little twingle freaks me out...! I am just trying to be positive.
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  • imageDrCsWife2b:
    Every little twingle freaks me out...! I am just trying to be positive.

     

    I know exactly what you mean... like I sit here at my work desk and everyonce in a while I will feel a twinge... and worried... then I stood up from my desk and had a pulling sensation on one side... and worried... is the worrying ever going to end?

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  • Nope. ;) You just worry about different things as time goes on. :)

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    10/1/12 miracle BFP 11/12/12 missed m/c (9w2d), baby stopped growing at 7 weeks
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  • imagedeltagirl79:
    Nope. ;) You just worry about different things as time goes on. :)

    Thank you so much! I hope so...

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  • I have a pretty heavy loss history including a mmc. I know how scary and stressful it can be. Try to remember that just because something happened with a previous pregnancy doesn't mean it will for sure happen again. Hang in there! Big hugs!
    MC 4/09 at 6w2d 
    Rainbow Jude 
    born: 12/31/09
    Pre-E Induction at 36w4d
    11 Day NICU stay due to GBS infection

    TTC#2 10/2010
    M/C: 4/09/11 5w
    CP: 12/26/2011 
    CP: 1/28/2012 
    MMC: 4/16/2012 at 11w2d 
    Ectopic: 6/25/2012 MTX 07/03/12
    CP 11/24/2012 
    Rainbow Violet 
    born: 9/11/13

    All ALers welcome! 
  • imageLSzwaya:
    I have a pretty heavy loss history including a mmc. I know how scary and stressful it can be. Try to remember that just because something happened with a previous pregnancy doesn't mean it will for sure happen again. Hang in there! Big hugs!

     

    I am so sorry for all of your losses... No one should ever have to go through that. :( *hugs* I am trying to tell myself that things will be ok and that there is no reason for this pregnancy to be like the last but it still creeps in somehow... But after reading everyone else's stories I feel a little bit better about things.

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  • I feel better about things today... I don't know if it was just hormonal paranoia or what but like I said I feel much better today... I am trying not to panic over every little thing...
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  • I know your fears. We all share them. I had a worry free pregnancy and delivery with DS 10 yrs ago. Never once thought I would miscarry. In 2011 I had 2 mcs. One in March and one in August. I was devistated and it took its toll on me. But Now I am 9w3d and had my first appt yesterday and everything is great. Saw and heard the little heart beat. With both of my mcs I knew something wasn't right before I even started bleeding. I didn't have any other pregnancy symptoms and everything just felt off. I now know that I was meant to have one with my ex husband. But I am meant to have one with my current one. Just stay positive and I pray over my baby every night before I go to sleep to have a long happy healthy full term pregnancy and that my baby will grow to have a long happy healthy life. And that soothes me at least. My pregnancy is going great but there is always that thought in the back of my mind. But not so much since my appt yesterday. It is much easier to breathe when you see that little heartbeat. T&P headed your way.
    DS 3/25/03 awaiting 2nd arrival due 9/23/13
  • I know your fears. We all share them. I had a worry free pregnancy and delivery with DS 10 yrs ago. Never once thought I would miscarry. In 2011 I had 2 mcs. One in March and one in August. I was devistated and it took its toll on me. But Now I am 9w3d and had my first appt yesterday and everything is great. Saw and heard the little heart beat. With both of my mcs I knew something wasn't right before I even started bleeding. I didn't have any other pregnancy symptoms and everything just felt off. I now know that I wasn't meant to have one with my ex husband. But I am meant to have one with my current one. Just stay positive and I pray over my baby every night before I go to sleep to have a long happy healthy full term pregnancy and that my baby will grow to have a long happy healthy life. And that soothes me at least. My pregnancy is going great but there is always that thought in the back of my mind. But not so much since my appt yesterday. It is much easier to breathe when you see that little heartbeat. T&P headed your way.
    DS 3/25/03 awaiting 2nd arrival due 9/23/13
  • imagecountrygurl0101:
    I know your fears. We all share them. I had a worry free pregnancy and delivery with DS 10 yrs ago. Never once thought I would miscarry. In 2011 I had 2 mcs. One in March and one in August. I was devistated and it took its toll on me. But Now I am 9w3d and had my first appt yesterday and everything is great. Saw and heard the little heart beat. With both of my mcs I knew something wasn't right before I even started bleeding. I didn't have any other pregnancy symptoms and everything just felt off. I now know that I wasn't meant to have one with my ex husband. But I am meant to have one with my current one. Just stay positive and I pray over my baby every night before I go to sleep to have a long happy healthy full term pregnancy and that my baby will grow to have a long happy healthy life. And that soothes me at least. My pregnancy is going great but there is always that thought in the back of my mind. But not so much since my appt yesterday. It is much easier to breathe when you see that little heartbeat. T&P headed your way.
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  • imagecountrygurl0101:
    I know your fears. We all share them. I had a worry free pregnancy and delivery with DS 10 yrs ago. Never once thought I would miscarry. In 2011 I had 2 mcs. One in March and one in August. I was devistated and it took its toll on me. But Now I am 9w3d and had my first appt yesterday and everything is great. Saw and heard the little heart beat. With both of my mcs I knew something wasn't right before I even started bleeding. I didn't have any other pregnancy symptoms and everything just felt off. I now know that I wasn't meant to have one with my ex husband. But I am meant to have one with my current one. Just stay positive and I pray over my baby every night before I go to sleep to have a long happy healthy full term pregnancy and that my baby will grow to have a long happy healthy life. And that soothes me at least. My pregnancy is going great but there is always that thought in the back of my mind. But not so much since my appt yesterday. It is much easier to breathe when you see that little heartbeat. T&P headed your way.
    Lilypie Pregnancy tickers
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