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Goodbye and Good Luck!

LlamamamaLlamamama member
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Well as much as I hoped it was finally going to be my turn, things did not turn out as I had hoped.  I will lurk from time to time because I want to celebrate when all of you move onto PG35, but I done TRYING.  No more temping--my charts just look TOO good each month and the disappointments are so much worse when I have high hopes.  Good luck to everyone and maybe someday I will be back with one of those surprise pregnancies.  Big Smile
Me: 40 Dh: 41, TTC since August 2009, began Acupuncture and Herbs Sept 2011, began Temping and Charting Nov 2011. image
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  • HeathernStevenHeathernSteven member

    Oh Llama I will miss you!!! You were my first post when I joined thebump :).

    I wish you the best of luck, and I hope you do get that surprise bfp!!!

    Good luck!

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    Me: 41 DH: 46. We are TTC our 1st, started July '11,
    3 cycles clomid with Ob,
    1 cycle Tamoxifen with Ob,
    Diagnosed PCOS 11/5/12
    clomid, trigger & timed bd 12/12 BFN
    1st clomid IUI 1/4/13 BFN.
    2nd clomid IUI 2/13 cancelled didn't respond to clomid.
    3/15/13 scheduled laparoscopy & on bcp.

    May 10 IUI from injectibles - BFN 

    May 22 done with interventions it will either happen or it won't. 

    February 2014 No longer actively trying, but not preventing. 

    SURPISE BFP 4/2/2015!!!!!!!!!!

    Miscarriage 4/23/15

     

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  • Tigger & poohTigger & pooh member
    I am sorry llama. I can't even imagine how you feel. I hope you do get one of those surprise pregnancies!
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  • jchow009jchow009 member
    I am so sorry Liama. 
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  • ProcessofBecomingProcessofBecoming member
    I am so sorry to hear this, but I do hope that you will be back with a surprise pregnancy very soon. Best of luck to you :)

    Me: 42, DH: 40; Surprise BFP 4/27/2011; no heartbeat at 9w3d, we miss you, Baby Manatee; D&C 6/1/2011; AF returned 6/26/2011; Ready to try for our take-home baby. 7/24/2011--BFP! Peanut born March 2012; BFP: 7/31/2013!; blighted ovum at 7 weeks 8/26/2013. Holy Cannoli! BFP 2/23/2014. EDD 11/6/2014!  

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  • QzeesQzees
    Oh no, I am sorry AF showed her ugly face. I'm right there with you on the cycle - ugh.  I will miss your posts & encouraging words.  I hope we see you soon back on here telling us about a BFP.
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  • ELF4321ELF4321 member
    So sorry things didn't work out for you Llama.  Hugs and best wishes.


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  • irishgirl0525irishgirl0525 member
    I'm really sorry that things didn't work out Llama. Best of luck to you.
    TTC since 3/2010. Me 41, DH-49. After 3 years, 6 IUIs and several IVFs we have finally have our beautiful baby girl, born on 11/7/13.



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  • Lenox1975Lenox1975 member
    Say it isn't so Llama!  I am so sorry this wasn't your month - I will keep my fingers crossed for you always and hope you're back with some great surprise news.  You have been such a great part of this bump experience for me, and you will be missed.
    Me: 37 DH: 37 TTC since Jan 2012. RE consult and initial testing done in Aug 2012: SA fine, AMH 1.1 & HSG clear - on way to IUI but got BFP on 9/10/2012. m/c 10/3/2012 at 6w5d. BFP next cycle which was a c/p. IUI #1: Clomid 100mg 12/6= BFN. IUI#2 (unmedicated) Jan 2013 = BFN. Hysteroscopy 1/25/13. IUI#3 Clomid 100mg 2/23 = BFN IUI# 4: BFN. IVF #1 April 2013, BFP!  EDD 1/12/14 with Boy!
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  • BeckyP005BeckyP005 member
    Oh Llama...I am so sorry. I will miss you. I hope one day in the near future you will surprise us with a BFP post!! Take care of yourself, your LO and YH. Good luck with transition of jobs if you didn't already do that :)

    ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
    Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive.  Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)

    DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN  DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!


     

     

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  • ksgsmuksgsmu member
    Wishing you the best-  you have been so encouraging and helpful on this board
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    Me:36 DH:38 TTC#1 since 4/2012
    Me DX: Hashimotos,Hypothyroid, DOR, MTHFR,  DH: normal

     IUI #1-#4 BFNs and a few cancelled cycles in the mix.
    - poor responder
    ***Suprise BFP on 6/13/13. Natural MC @6wks 3days
    IVF#1 and 2- Cancelled due to no response on max stimms
    FET 5/20- BFP
    1st Beta- 641
    2nd beta- 2166
    Sono- TWINS!!!!
    Two Boys! Born January 2015 @36 weeks.  Healthy and no NICU!  So blessed!



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  • brooklynesquebrooklynesque member
    I'm sorry, Llama. Don't be a stranger.
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  • 10-4LilBuddy10-4LilBuddy member
    I'm sorry, Llama.
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  • owlprofowlprof member
    Oh, llama, I am sorry to see you go, but I wish you lots of luck!  Thanks for all of your support over the long haul.
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  • PPL2011PPL2011 member
    I'm sorry, keep in touch and good luck for a bfp in your near future!

     

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  • Kat28655Kat28655
    Oh Llama, d@mn it!! I am so sorry. Have a wonderful birthday and I will miss you. My days on this board are numbered as well... 
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  • QOTRQOTR member
    I'm so sorry to see you go.  Good luck to you!
    Me-41, Hubby-40.
    1st BFP-8/17/12!  Missed Miscarriage discovered @ 8 week US.  D&C.
    2nd BFP-2/13/13!  Blighted Ovum discovered @ 8 week US. Natural miscarriage.
    3rd BFP-5/22/13!  By early June, progesterone plummeting.  Another loss.
    August 2013 - started Donor Egg process, but surprise BFP with my own eggs.
    Dear Son born 5/28/14
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  • gundy21gundy21 member

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    I am so sorry, Llama!  Many hugs!  I hope you do get your surprise BFP.  You have been nothing short of wonderful on this board. 

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  • DawnHopeDawnHope member

    Llama, I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.  I would LOVE more than anything to hear about a surprise pregnancy from you.  Please stay in touch.

    Thank you for always being such a wonderful support to this board. 

    Me-42 DH-43 TTC #1 since 3/11
    HSG 7/11 showed possible blockage
    8/11 BFP, then early m/c  (Natural)
    9/11 blood tests reveal Factor V Leiden (heterozygous)
    11/11 Hysteroscopy revealed uterine septum, which was repaired
    12/11 1st round of Clomid (100mg)=BFN
    1/12 2nd round of Clomid (100mg)=BFN 
    2/12 Repeat HSG=All clear 
    2/12 IUI with injectables #1=BFN 
    3/12 natural cycle=BFN 
    4/12 IUI with injectables #2=C/P 
    7/12 IVF #1=30ER, 9F, 3T, 1 Frostie 7/29=BFP! 
    8/27/12 No Heartbeat. Waiting to M/C 
    9/13/12 D+C
    12/12 Operative Hysteroscopy 
    1/31/12  IVF#2 ...BFP 2/6 m/c 2/12 methotrexate due to presumed ectopic
    July '13 IVF #3: 13R, 10M, 8F=BFP
    1st Beta=549  2nd Beta 594 3rd Beta 422. M/C #5
    IVF#4 in November=BFP…TWINS!!!!!

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  • LlamamamaLlamamama member
    Thank you all!  I am sad because I will miss all of you SO much.  I will still be around offering my support even if it is silently.  I just really have to TRY to separate myself from the thought of TTC.  Sending each and every one of you all my love and lots of baby dust! 
    Me: 40 Dh: 41, TTC since August 2009, began Acupuncture and Herbs Sept 2011, began Temping and Charting Nov 2011. image
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  • happywifemomofonehappywifemomofone member
    LLama-I will miss "seeing" you around.  Sad to see longtimers leaving without being lucky enough to move to PG after 35.  Do hope that you do get a surprise BFP and share your news with us. 
    TTC since 10/09 Me-43 DH-44 RE and testing 10/10-11/10, Recommending IVF 1/11 New RE AMA and DOR-DH low motility IVF #1.1 cancelled 3/11 due to poor response IVF #1.2 May 2011, one perfect 8-cell embryo, 3dt-BFN, IVF #2.1 Converted to IUI d/t poor response. New RE 9/2011. IVF 2.2 completed using HGH,EPP,DHEA, Q-10 and accupuncture. Transferred one 8-cell, grade one embryo on 10/19. BFP 10/31/11 Chemical pregancy on 11/2/11. Started stims for IVF #3, our final try, on 12-2-11. ET on 12/18. Transferred 3 Grade A embryos-BFFN Planning DE IVF, late March/early April- Donors ER expected to be 4/2-4/4. PAIF/SAIF welcome
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  • Jacque SillsJacque Sills member
    So sorry, Llama to hear you going, and hope that surprise BFP is around the corner....You have been such a great and supportive part of this group and sad to see you go.  Please check in from time to time to let us know how you are doing.  You will be missed.  Best of Luck to you.  :)
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  • twodaisiestwodaisies member

    I am so sorry.

    Hugs to you. I am close to having to make this decision too so I completely understand.

      

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  • calibride2005calibride2005 member
    :( Im sorry to see you go....but totally understand. I wish you the best and do come check in on us once in a while.
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers Daisypath Anniversary tickers image Me - 41 DH - 28 **** Proud mom to Christopher, dob 7/15/92 **** Nathaniel dob 1/18/05 -1/18/05 (8 mos) in heaven **** bfp 8/26/10 m/c 10/14/10 at 7 wks. **** D&C 10/15/10 **** Cycles 1-4 BFN's **** Cycle #5 - 100 mg Clomid **** IUI #1 - 04/23/11 and 4/24/11 - 5/8/11 IUI #1 = BFFN BFP 10/14/11 - EDD 6/22/12** Stick little one Stick! Athena Jane 5/31/12 - 8/28/12
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  • Mrs.McIrishMrs.McIrish member

    imageLlamamama:
    Thank you all!  I am sad because I will miss all of you SO much.  I will still be around offering my support even if it is silently.  I just really have to TRY to separate myself from the thought of TTC.  Sending each and every one of you all my love and lots of baby dust! 

    Bye Llama. I can't be here anymore either. Moving on with no baby is extremely hard and I don't think it is possible if you surround yourself by those who will/can get pg. Hugs.  

    TTC #1 since 8/1/10; Me:41 and BRCA1+, DH:46
    DOR (FSH 24.3)/ terrible egg quality ; homozygous MTHFR c677t
    5 IUI's: 2/11 to 6/11 and 1/12= BFN
    OE IVF#1-4 8/11-6/12= all BFN
    DE IVF#1 11/12 bad embryos= BFN
    DE IVF #2 2/13 BFP/Beta hell: m/c 5w6d
    CFNBC 7 months, not doing well; decided on guarantee program at RBA w/frozen DE
    DE IVF #3 1/14  ET 4BB; BFP;M/C 5w1d, incomplete m/c; MVA extraction in ER 7w1d

    DE FET#1 ET 3/1714; BFP, beta 1 3/27= 197, beta 2 3/31= 1586, beta 3 4/7= 13879!!
    First u/s= Twins with HBs at 6w2d! We are Team Pink x 2!!

    K & K born 11/21/14 at 38wks 4 days

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    SAIF/PAIF Welcome


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  • BeckyP005BeckyP005 member
    Hey...not sure if you will check this again but I wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday today! I hope YH and LO gave you some big loving today :) Take care.

    ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
    Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive.  Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)

    DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN  DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!


     

     

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  • LlamamamaLlamamama member
    Aww thanks for remembering my birthday.  :)  I just came back to respond to all the wonderful messages.  Thanks EVERYONE for your sweet words.  I wish you all the best of luck and hope to be back with some news some day.  xoxo
    Me: 40 Dh: 41, TTC since August 2009, began Acupuncture and Herbs Sept 2011, began Temping and Charting Nov 2011. image
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  • icogburnicogburn member
    I'm so sorry, but totally understand. Best wishes for the future. And Happy Birthday!
    Me:37 DH:40 Married 7/2009 TTC since 5/2012 
    BFP 4/2013, Our Christmas Miracle Due 12/18/2013
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  • GuennieGuennie member
    Oh man, I just replied to your last post not seeing this one first.  I am so so sorry you did not get your bday wish.  My heart just breaks for you.  Good luck on your journey and I really hope we will see you in the future with good news!!
    Me:41, DH:41 Positive for MTHFR mutations- one copy C677T, one copy A1298C. One daughter born on Thanksgiving in 2013. Six losses.
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