I have been working hard on a scrapbook for the pregnancy and babies... I just need to have everything in order and in one place. Last week I was able to finish all the pages of ultrasound pictures (which was a lot since I was high risk). Well, this morning I wanted to show DH all my hard work, and I didn't think it would be upsetting since it was just the us pics, not pics of the babies. I was wrong, because he started crying, which hasn't happened in a few weeks. To top it off, he wasn't crying because of the pictures themselves, he was crying because, in his words "we should have to make a book for our dead babies, we should be able to make one for our living babies". It tears me apart to see him like that, and of course he is right, so then I am sad too.
TTC since May 2011
Provera x3 late 2011, no natural response. (Previous BCP for 12 years).
Dx PCOS April 2012.
Clomid x 4 - no response.
First FSH/Ovidrel cycle early Aug 2012 - 18 days of injections, slow growth, erratic estrogen levels, triggered Aug 21st.
BFP Sept 4th and Sept 7th!
7wk US Sept 28th - triplets!
Perfect triplets lost at 20 weeks due to incompetent cervix. Allison Grace, James Alexander and Colin Gregory forever in our hearts!
IVF #1 10/11/13 - canceled before retrieval.
IVF# 2 11/28/13 - retrieval on Turkey Day! Hyperstim - no transfer
FET #1 2/4/14 - miscarriage @ 9 weeks (Trisomy 6)
FET #2 6/8/14 - healthy normal baby! Due date 2/25/15