Oh gosh. I hope my post isn't offensive!
Welcome back. (does that sound kinda weird?) So sorry your TTCALL is not ending in success.
I have been MIA for a bit as well. I have just started my TTCAL part of this journey and my heart and mind are torn in different directions.
In memory of Corbin Scott 10/28/11-12/3/11.
Heaven got another angel the night you left this world behind
Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me
Missing you tonight, see you again sometime
For now I'll close my eyes and dream of heaven tonight
I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
Now and Forever
My baby you'll be
Welcome back. TTCALL has been difficult for me as well. Physically and emotionally.
Please know we are always here, whenever you need us!