Not such a happy new year... My mom called me tonight, and I could tell right away something was wrong. She told me that my Papa had passed away 30 minutes prior to her calling. He was 93 1/2 and has had a very full, good life. It was something to be expected but I wish I could have said good bye. I haven't seen him since Sept. 2010, we live far away from them. This has just taken me so off guard! Our baby is due on his birthday, May 9th, and I pray he is born on that special day.
We have a few friends over tonight and I am locked in my bedroom because I am not feeling social at all.
Sorry for the rant, I just needed to say it.
Re: NBR: My Papa passed away tonight
DX: PCOS/Recurrent losses/MTHFR mutation (compound hetero)
5 hysteroscopies/2 surgical
3 Inject IUIs = 2 m/c's and 1 BFN
IVF #1= BFP. m/c at 7w6d. Needed 2 D&C's and scar tissue removal. Mild OHSS
IVF #2 = BFP. Severe OHSS. 4 Drainings. TWINS!
I'm soo sorry for your loss, T&P heading your way!
((HUGS))
Make a pregnancy ticker
EDD 1/31/13, MC May 17. EDD 3/31/13, MC July 26. I miss you so much already my angel loves
I am also so sorry for your loss. My brother died Sunday night and I am in my own personal hell of guilt and sadness. All I can say is be so grateful for the time you had with your papa and that he loved and lived a long beautiful life.
Try to take care of yourself because being pregnant is an important job. I just keep trying to focus on trying to rest and drink water even if I can't sleep and want to vomit most the time.
Mourning is a lonely time but try to allow people to be near you. That's what I'm telling myself even though I literally cringe when anyone touches me.
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So sorry for your loss, that would be so special if baby decided to actually come on due date!
The Daily Nugget
Cycle 12, IUI #1 - 33m post wash 10/15/10 = BFN
Cycle 13, IUI #2 - 15m post wash 11/16/10 = BFP, missed m/c, D&C 1/3/11
Cycle 15 - 18, IUI #3-6 = BFN
Cycle 20, IUI #7 = BFP!, missed m/c 9/14, D&C
DE-IVF Aug. 2012: ER 8/30 11R, 7M, 4F; ET 9/4 returned 2
Beta 9/18 #1-820, #2-1699, #3-7124
10/1 1st u/s measuring right on track, 125 bpm
TTC #2:
March - May 2014 - Natural cycles - no luck
June 2014 - Clomid 50mg - BFN
July 2014 - Clomid 50mg - BFN
August 2014 - Clomid 50mg - BFN
September 2014 - Clomid 50mg - Fingers crossed...