Thank you *****ttcal mentioned******
This board and all you ladies have been truly amazing and so helpful! I have been a very angry person for the past three months. As hard as it is I have to make some changes. I have started going to theory and it has made a difference. After I lost the twins I was not sure if I ever wanted to be pregnant again. My husband on the other hand felt that it would be very healing for us to try and have another baby. So as a compromise we decided to not try but not prevent.
That plan really did not work very well and honestly made things even more confusing. I came to a crossroads this week and was able to say with still a little guilt but less guilt that yes I would like to have another baby. The thought of being pregnant makes me want to lose it but that is where I am hoping the therapy will help. I think for now it would be best for me to starting going on the ttcal board and checking in here a little less.
I really wanted to let you all know that I appreciate all of your support and insight. Without you all sharing your stories I would have felt very alone in my grief. Keep supporting and loving each other. This is not a good bye but a see you later.
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***Congratulations to my TTCAL buddy Roxyttandme!! It's a GIRL!! Charlotte arrived on 9/29!!!!***
PGaL/PAL Always Welcome!!
Please come to TTCAL.
I had a 2nd trimester twin loss and early on I decided that I needed to be surrounded by other women who were TTC. That board has given me a wealth of support and understanding as I'm trying to find some sort of new normal and gain the courage to start trying again.
I'm so very sorry for your loss.
You will be welcomed with warm arms on TTCAL. When you are ready (if you have not already) post an intro over there.
There are a lot of second trimester loss moms over there along with some third tri. I am glad you came to the decision that you were ready to try again (((((hugs)))))
The day the Bump died - Jasper is wise
My DH and I are TTCAL as well. He figured we owed it to ourselves to do so. So, here we are.....doing the deed and it has NOT been easy as I am older and it is not that easy.
GL to you and your DH. See you on the TTCAL board.