Today is the EDD of my first pregnancy (11/30/11) and I'm actively grieving the loss of my 5th pregnancy. Any spare good vibes/hugs anyone has would be much appreciated today. To make it even worse, I decided not to go to work because I'm still having a lot of cramping from the d&c and since I'm on my feet for 10 hours a day at work, I didn't think that would help things. I'm feeling really guilty about calling in. It's just an all-around bad day here.
TTC since April 2010
BFP #1 – March 2011, missed m/c April 2011
BFP #2 – October 2011, m/c November 2011
Surprise BFP #3 – December 2011, diagnosed as cornual, terminated January 2012
BFP #4 – June 2012, m/c July 2012
Diagnosed with bicornuate ute and MTHR gene mutation
BFP #5 – October 2012, missed m/c November 2012
BFP #6 – January 2013, m/c March 2013
No longer TTC. Diagnosis: Hostile ute. Heartbroken and bitter. Pursuing surrogacy.
June 2013 - Carrier found! Could this really happen?!
~All AL always welcome~