Infertility

Stefizzrich

Hey!!! How are you just read your post on my last post ! what's going on??? I never heard how your last cycle turned out and what's goin on with your little embies?? And how many???
I've been lurking mostly and really frustrated lately and confused as to how my next appointment in jan will go with RE. I'm mad at him right now and don't know if I just need to be mad at someone or if I really just don't like him as my RE but feel a little stuck considering I've paid him for three more cycles!! Anyways I hope your doing well I'm off to work! Have a great Thanksgiving!!!
Me 34 and DH 39 married in aug. 2002
Did 5 round of clomid 2010 =BFN
 High levels of NK CELLS DX sept.2012 DOR:# 0.02 
IVF #1 May 2012  ER 4, EF 2, ET 2 =BFN
MINI IVF Oct.2012  Cancelled 10-27-12
Ivf #3 Antagonist Protocol April 2013
Shared cycle..Donor cycled in July Got 12 eggs 9 fertilized and 8 frozen!!
DE FET #1 Sept. 3rd 2013 FIRST BFP EVER 5dp5dt
miscarried Sept 24th at 5 weeks 5 days
Etopic  D&C and hysterscopy Nov 5 2013
dx with pre genetic blood clotting dec 2013
FET #2 Jan 31st  2014 
Miscarried for a second time again at 5 weeks 5 days
Currently fostering to adopt an amazing little 1 year old boy..P.J!
FET#3  is Oct 29th 2014
BFN on fet #3
Last and FINAL FET coming JAN 28th 2015
Everyone Welcome






Re: Stefizzrich

  • Ugh, Lacy you wouldn't even believe my past few weeks. So I think I told you that I had to deal with the hurricane the week of ER and stay in hotels in Manhattan to keep my cycle from getting cancelled. They retrieved 3 eggs, only two fertilized, and only 1 made it past day 2. Then I get a call (3 dpER) from my sister at 1AM. My Mom had a massive stroke and was rushed to the hospital. Come to find out she was put on life support and had terminal brain damage. My siblings and I had to come together and decide what to do. We ended up letting her go a day and a half later (5dpER). So now I'm grieving the loss of my Mom while still terrified about my lone embie. It was a slow grower. Finally I get the call 7dpER saying that it made it to blast and has been frozen. We were so thankful to have at least a bit of good news and that we still have hope for our 1 embie. I had a hysteroscopy done this week to make sure everything was healthy for transfer. Now we are just waiting for natural O and then we will do a day 5 transfer. As much as I want to break down and grieve, I'm so worried if I do I could jeopardize our chances for success. So I'm trying to just step away from everything and focus on this FET. I really need this to work because I'm not sure I can take any more bad news... 

    Wow, that was a book. Sorry. But it's good to be back in the swing of this though and looking forward to something good.

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  • Oh my gosh I am so sorry about your mom! When it rains it pours !!! Literarily a freakin hurricane storm, ER, then the devastating news of losing the single most important person your mom! : I can't even imagine the extreme stress you are dealing with right now!!! I too lost my mom eight years ago and it took me a long time to mourn! But you know what I'm so glad you are moving forward with your FET because you know that's what your mom would of wanted you to do it just too bad she won't be here to celebrate with you when you get your BFP! Which you so deserve! Sorry it's been such a rough time and here I am whiner about my dr! So much bigger things in life to stress over huh!
    So do you know when your FET is going to be around?? Dec??! Ill be waiting for a update on everything from you!!!! Good luck and stay strong!!! And go ahead a let out a big cry when you feel like you need it! It will help relieve all the stress!!! So glad we reconnected and let's keep in touch!!!
    Lacy
    Me 34 and DH 39 married in aug. 2002
    Did 5 round of clomid 2010 =BFN
     High levels of NK CELLS DX sept.2012 DOR:# 0.02 
    IVF #1 May 2012  ER 4, EF 2, ET 2 =BFN
    MINI IVF Oct.2012  Cancelled 10-27-12
    Ivf #3 Antagonist Protocol April 2013
    Shared cycle..Donor cycled in July Got 12 eggs 9 fertilized and 8 frozen!!
    DE FET #1 Sept. 3rd 2013 FIRST BFP EVER 5dp5dt
    miscarried Sept 24th at 5 weeks 5 days
    Etopic  D&C and hysterscopy Nov 5 2013
    dx with pre genetic blood clotting dec 2013
    FET #2 Jan 31st  2014 
    Miscarried for a second time again at 5 weeks 5 days
    Currently fostering to adopt an amazing little 1 year old boy..P.J!
    FET#3  is Oct 29th 2014
    BFN on fet #3
    Last and FINAL FET coming JAN 28th 2015
    Everyone Welcome






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