Thank you so very much ladies for your thoughts- you have no idea what it means to me to have your support.
I went to the lab this morning... I called my primary physician and asked if she would pull my lab results later today since I have absolutely no faith that my OB would let me know. So, I should know something later this afternoon. I am so anxious, nervous, and sad. I am trying hard to remain hopeful but my emotions seem to have taken over.
Thank you so much for your kind words of support; I never dreamed women who are strangers could support me like a close friend. You are all amazing.
Sadly, my PCP never called me. I have never felt so let down before. I feel like I have no one in my health care that I can trust, count on, or that cares anything about me. I have been absolutely sick with fear, worry, and sadness all day and could not wait for that call to come at the end of the day in the hopes that I would get some good news. This is supposed to be one the happiest times of our lives and all I feel is despair. I am so blessed to have a loving, supportive, and amazing husband; without him I don't know what I would do.