I'm so nervous about tomorrow's first Ob appointment. I'm torn between keeping myself busy or resting. Should I bake pumpkin muffins or sit on the couch? My fear is that something will be wrong with this longawaited pregnancy. I'm googling every symptom and dreaming about every possible outcome. I told myself that I wouldn't torture myself this pregnancy. My toddler is beautiful and smart, yet I worried myself silly the entire pregnancy. I think I'm going to make myself a nutella smoothies to make myself feel better.