I really had a difficult night last night. We are house sitting for my parents and I was on my mom's computer when I came across a bunch of old photos she scanned in. There is a big folder of photos from when I was like 2-3 years old. All of a sudden, I just started sobbing. I realized that when I picture Patricia in my mind, I picture her exactly like I looked at this age. I looked exactly like my mom did at the same age, and I guess I've just assumed that Patricia would look like we did. It was just a painful reminder that I'll never get to see her smile or laugh or be silly, or feed ducks or ride in a wagon or love on a puppy. It just hurts so much.
Our Angel Patricia born sleeping 3/30/12 at 31 weeks
Our Fighter Anna born early 1/8/13 at 26 weeks
Hoping to bring home #3 due 9/9/15