1 year anniversary of 1st EDD

Cherry1111

I cant believe it has been a year since my first baby could have been born. It is crazy/sad to think I could have a 1 year old right now. A year ago I took the day off of work to be by myself and cried off and on all day. 4 days later we got our 3rd BFP, only to lose that baby too. The only positive is that my OB was willing to run the RLP tests, diagnosed my Factor V Leiden, and referred me to a wonderful RE. 

I am so thankful for this little wiggle worm in my belly right now, he'll probably never know how much he has already healed me. I still think of my 3 angels all the time, but this baby has pulled me out of the dark place I was in. Like any loss mom, I still worry if he will make it into my arms, but I am choosing to believe he will. 

I hope and pray every day for other women going through these same things. No one should have to deal with this even one time.  I want to reach out and hug every single person in pain. I cry happy tears every single time someone posts a picture of their rainbow baby. 

Thanks for reading, I just wanted to get this out somewhere.  

Rachaeleigh

((hugs))

Bizzy80

(((BIG HUGS)))

kaleyandjason

(((big hugs))) to you on this very hard day.

pinktrojanbride120107

So many hugs for you today.

Mom2anAngel2

((BIG HUGS))

jbranden12

((hugs)). I hope your little boy is active for you today!