Every time ... And sometimes I go just to make sure my mind is playing tricks on me. Nothing so far, yet I'm convinced that every time I go I'll see red. A PGAL mind is hard to deal with.
We lost our first (EDD 07/23/12) after finding out at 12 weeks there was no longer a heartbeat. Our rainbow was born 05/22/13 and was worth all we went through.
“So can you understand? Why I want a daughter while I’m still young?
I wanna hold her hand and show her some beauty before all this damage
is done. But if it’s too much to ask, it’s too much to ask … Then send
me a son.” – Arcade Fire
Yes, all pg, every pg. Even before my loss. And my loss never involved blood, it was a missed M/C with D&C so I never spotted or bled with any pg, but I am obsessive about checking.
I check every time too, but since my first loss i basically never stopped. I havent had any spotting or bleeding with this pregnancy so im not really sure if im checking for it or just out of habit....
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Every time. Just when I thought I would stop, my MW tells me one drop of blood and I'll be on bedrest, due to the accessory lobe on my placenta. So now I'm obsessively checking again.
Sometimes I just go to the bathroom and pull down my panties to check for any blood there. I imagine this won't stop until the end when I start looking for my mucus plug.
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Every single time. And with the accidental freakouts -- my in-laws use 1-ply toilet paper, and you can totally see through it when it's wet -- I saw my finger through it and thought it was a BIG pink spot and almost died on the spot. Sigh.
I'm 31 weeks now and I still check every.single.time.
Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms. BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d Too beautiful for this earth BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
Every single time. And with the accidental freakouts my inlaws use 1ply toilet paper, and you can totally see through it when it's wet I saw my finger through it and thought it was a BIG pink spot and almost died on the spot. Sigh.
Yep, this has given me a mini heart attack on more than one occasion.
Maybe the pink toilet paper would actually make me less paranoid!
Married to the love of my life for 3 years
First pregnancy - blighted ovum, miscarriage at 10 weeks, Apr./May 2012 Second BFP 9/19/12 - Hoping for our Rainbow Baby!
Every time here too. And I will make a trip to the bathroom just to wipe and check the TP if I feel more wet than usual down there. (sorry for the TMI!)
Re: CPW - Do you still check for red when you wipe?
BFP #1 5/4/11 EDD 1/12/12 natural m/c 5/17/11
BFP #2 8/9/11 EDD 4/18/12 ectopic pregnancy (methotrexate) 8/24/11 ruptured tube and removal 8/29/11
BFP #3 3/9/12 EDD 11/19/12 Logan born 11/18/12
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We lost our first (EDD 07/23/12) after finding out at 12 weeks there was no longer a heartbeat. Our rainbow was born 05/22/13 and was worth all we went through.
“So can you understand? Why I want a daughter while I’m still young? I wanna hold her hand and show her some beauty before all this damage is done. But if it’s too much to ask, it’s too much to ask … Then send me a son.” – Arcade Fire
BFP #1 - 8/28/11 -- MMC at 11w2d - Discovered at 13w5d on 11/7/11 -- D&C on 11/11/11
BFP #2 2/3/12 - EDD 10/15/12 - Born 10/16/12
BFP#1 11/12/11 ~ No heartbeat 12/12/11 ~ D&C 12/19/11
BFP#2 3/25/12 ~ Heartbeat 141 4/16/12 ~ No heartbeat 4/25/12 ~ D&C 04/30/12
BFP#3 7/16/12 ~ EDD 3/26/13 ~ It's a BOY ~ DOB 2/26/13
BFP 4/18/12, M/C 4/27/12 at 6w6d
BFP 7/1/12 - Counting down to our little girl, EDD 3/8/13
DD1 born 5/24/10.
Missed M/C at 14 wks Feb 2012.
DD2 born 5/14/13.
Missed M/C at 9 wks July 2015.
This exactly!
Every time. And I pee a zillion times a day, so that's a zillion mini-heart attacks and anxiety attacks per day. It's really wonderful.
Now I've taken to looking at the toilet water after I pee before I get up to wipe. Looking for red water, and/or clots.
I wish I weren't this way...
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BFP #1: 1/23/12 mc: 2/19/12
BFP #2: 6/20/12
BFP#2 2.5.11 (EDD 10.15.11) DS born 9.28.11
BFP#4 8.27.13 (EDD 5.6.14) DD born 4.23.14
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Every single time.
Even though with my 2 losses I never saw blood/spotting. I still check like a mad woman.
Now at 37w, I think I am just checking for other reasons.
BFP #1- 11/7/10 ~EDD 7/20/11 ~M/C (bo) 12/6/10 @ 8wks ~Missing my Little Firework
BFP #2- 9/11/11 ~EDD 5/25/12 ~M/C (mmc10w)11/4/11 @ 11wks ~Missing my May Flower
BFP #3- 02/21/12 ~EDD 11/1/12 Audrey Lee Born 11/4/2012
BFP #4 ~EDD 6/20/14 stick baby stick!
In first tri and into second tri, I checked every single time. Even times where I felt wet, I would run to the bathroom just to check.
Now I don't really bother to check anymore. Now it's more about freaking out when there's slow movement.
BFP #1 ~ EDD 5.20.2012 ~ MC 10.1.2011
BFP #2 ~ EDD 11.15.2012 ~ CP 3.7.2012
BFP #3 ~ DS born 12.03.2012
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Every. Single. Time.
And sometimes I will hold my breath while looking at the paper for the first time. 26 weeks now and still doing this.
Every. Single. Time.
Sometimes I just go to the bathroom and pull down my panties to check for any blood there. I imagine this won't stop until the end when I start looking for my mucus plug.
Lost our first little peanut on 1/17/2012 at 9 weeks and 5 days. We miss you little blessing, but we know you were too perfect for this world.
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BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
Too beautiful for this earth
BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
Yep, this has given me a mini heart attack on more than one occasion.
First pregnancy - blighted ovum, miscarriage at 10 weeks, Apr./May 2012
Second BFP 9/19/12 - Hoping for our Rainbow Baby!
This.
Mother to DD, born sleeping on 9/28/11, and DS, born 3/12/13, 5lbs 13oz, 19in
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