This seems to be my word of the day to describe everything, from a BFP when I thought (and accepted) that I would never be able to have children, to loving being pregnant, to dreaming and planning what my boy was going to be like, to having a perfect pregnancy and a all-clear on our anatomy scan, to having Zachary come one week later with no possibility that anyone could help him or save him.
Really down day today.
Re: Cruel
I am so sorry that you are having a down day.
BFP #1 12.24.07 - DD born @ 39w1d on 08.26.08

BFP #2 08.04.11 - DD born still @ 37w3d on 03.25.12
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TTC #3 since May 2012
BFP #3 12.29.12 - CP @ 4w2d on 01.02.13
BFP #4 10.17.13 - CP @ 4w2d on 10.23.13
BFP #5 04.06.14 - MMC 05.07.14
No longer trying to conceive.