I have felt so upbeat positive this whole first week with baby. Dh has been home taking care of our 2 and 3 year old. So with having 3 u 3 and still recovering from a csection i knew it would be challenging but as long as i stayed positive and picking my battle with the older two boys i would be fine.
Today babys screaming, fussy gas and im on 4 hrs of sleep. After 30 min of baby screaming off and on i finally get him to nap. Then ds2 starts screaming bc dada went to use the bathroom. He screamed outside the bathroom door the entire time, then DH had to use the computer, which is a no kid room, so he continued screaming for another 20 min. . I tried distracting him but all he wanted was dada. Finally dh came out to get ds2 and the baby woke up screaming. Picked up baby and went to make a bottle in a very messy kitchen when i dropped the bottle making a huge mess on floor. It still hurts to bend over so i just started making another bottle and joined baby in crying...once i started to cry i couldnt stop. Cried through his feeding, cried through diaper change...i hit a wall.
I know all the prego hormones are still all unbalanced but i didnt think i would loose it so quickly.
Anybody else surprised by a stressful episode where you couldnt stop crying?