My husband is on a submarine and their schedule is X months out to sea and x-x months in so I knew there was no way to avoid him going out to sea while being pregnant and I thought I was prepared for the time came and he's now out to sea and I can't seem to pull it together. Not sure if everyone here is farmiliar with submarins and pretty much there are about 2 months where there is no communication from him to me and I feel so lonely even with a few friends here and family that i can call any time. I just wish that I could ear his voice. I feel bad and know that I should feel happy that he will be home for the birth and that he is only missing small portion but it feels so horrible right now. Also I have had some complications in this pregnancy and I am absolutely terrified something horrible will happen while hes gone. Thanks for allowing me to vent even though this is my first time on the Miliary board. I guess I'm just scared and emotional and lonely all wrapped up into one.
**Edited by a moderator to remove time frames**