So I'm having another boy...really wanted a girl. It took me a while to be okay with this; I feel stupid for having to take so long to be happy with this. I mean, having a baby at all is a blessing, right? I found out yesterday that my preggo buddy from my first pregnancy, who also had a boy, is having a girl. And I didn't realize how much I really wanted a girl until I found out what she was having. Most of my preggo friends are having girls actually. I don't know if it's the hormones, but I balled like a little baby yesterday. I HATE MYSELF for feeling this way. I should be excited that Baby Man is healthy and kicking and will arrive in about 10 weeks. My hubby thinks I'm ridiculous, but it's hard when everyone is like "hoping/wishing it's a girl...blah blah blah." I haven't even really announced what we're having. I don't know why...Also I'm pretty sure this is it for us unless we have another "surprise." Both my boys were surprises, but we just can't afford another "surprise," so we'll be taking big precautions after Baby Man is born.
Anyways...thanks for letting me vent. Anyone else going through the same thing.