This will be my third birth and after a terrible induction last time and an irrational fee that I am going to have this baby at home I am either totally nervous and not ready for this baby to come or in denial that it is 5 weeks away....
Anyone else feel this way?
OMFG yes! I had a failed induction last time that ended in a csection where I was given medication that I had previously refused. Because of their "we know best" attitude I spent the first 24 hours of my sons life in a horrible nightmare of uncontrollable dizziness while trying not to vomit every ten minutes.
I am absolutely terrified that my RCS is going to have the same result, despite all of the precautions I now know to take
So yes, I go from refusing to acknowledge at all that it's so close to freaking out when I am reminded of that fact.