Well I haven't posted much on here lately. I guess it's partly that I've been at a loss for words sometimes not feeling like I'm really on the TTGP bandwagon since I've been having to avoid. But at least now I have a game plan ahead for TTC again.
My HCG is down to 5 so CD 1 should be just around the corner. I'm to wait one full cycle then we can start trying again. Hallelujah! This wait feels like forever!!!
They are checking on a cyst on my ovary with an u/s Aug 1stish. If I don't get a BFP by Dec I'll have another appt to talk about intervention options then such a Clomid or whatever work ups would happen. But since I did *get* pregnant in the first place and I've only had one m/c and a previous successful pregnancy she thought it was too early todo anything else at this point.
I'm happy with that. Good to know if nothing happen by then we can look into other ways to try to help it along.
I'm relieved to see a glimmer of light ahead but scared too. Then I can feel like I'm at least able to try again ![]()
Thanks for reading!
dream 1 CAME TRUE 2.13.2010
<dream 2> 12.2011
2.10.12 : 4 weeks
6.17.12 : 10 weeks
10.10.12 : 4 weeks, 6 days
12.13.12 : 9 weeks, 1 day
4.6.13 : 4 weeks, 4 days
10.27.13 : 5 weeks, 6 days
4.2.14 (IVF #1) : 4 weeks, 1 day
6.19.14 : IVF #2 Negative
</dream 2>

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Re: Not off the TTA bench yet but I see the light!
"A man walking backwards does not see what lies ahead, only what he is leaving behind."
BFP #1-7/22/12 EDD: 4/8/13 It's a Boy!! Born 3/30/13
BFP #2 2/3/14 EDD: 10/15/14 - My Chart
My Ovulation Chart BFP-11/10/11 ectopic. Methotrexate on 12/1/11. BFP #2-08/17/2012 FX for a ute-baby! 15DPO beta-387 HCG; 36 progesterone
TTC Since Aug 2011/
ME:34 all clear/DH:41 DX Severe MFI/
IVF w/ICSI OCT 2012 Stims started 10/8/ER 10/19/12/ET 10/24/Beta#1 11/2=BFN (beta was 1.2)
IVF 2.0-Baseline 11/7/12 beta 0/All Clear
Stim start 11/7/12//ER 11/19 11M//10F
ET 2 embies 11/24//Beta#1 28 Beta #2 23 Beta#3 29
stop meds Beta#4 37/C/P 5W5D EDD:8/12/13/IVF#3 in Jan
Ivf 3-frozen 3 poor 3day/fet=bfn
My Chart//>
Tyler (10/29/08)
and Lily (4/21/13)
BFP 5/21/10, Missed m/c 7/5/10 at 11w3d (baby measured 7wks), D&C 7/7/10
Aug/Sept 2010 - CD3&10 b/w & u/s, genetic testing, SA, HSG, & Lap/Hyst to remove septum
12/09/10 BFP -- 7/05/11 DS born at 33w5d. Came home after 23d in NICU at 37w0d
June 2012 - TTC #2! -- 10/05/12 BFP -- 5/23/13 DS2 born at 37w1d! Yay full term!
Surprise BFP 6/25/14 LO#3 due Feb2015!
wiggles: thanks so much! love your doggie pic
dawn: thanks so much, hun! (((manyhugsback)))
tinkitty: yes, i remember you too! yay that you'll be trying again soon too! fx for you! and ha! your siggy pic cracks me up
and makes me miss my kitty!
tcfreedom: thanks so much! good luck your way also!
raeyn: hey lady! good to see you again! thanks - i hope it goes by quick too!
bellalux: you have always been so sweet - thanks so much for your kind words
good to see you again too 
tairairat: thanks hun! good luck wishes your way!
rrdiva: awww you just make me smile all over
thanks so much! (((hugs)))
rayofsunshine: thank you so much! i have been feeling so bad i haven't gotten back to you in so long
i keep saying, okay, i'm going to sit down and write her a proper e-mail and it's like time just disappears through my fingers and the next thing i know all this time has gone by and i'm still thinking of you and feeling guilty
but i've been thinking about you and promise will write soon!
mommy2cb: thanks so much
sounds like you had a bit of a tricky road - glad to hear it turned out well and wish you lots of luck for another bfp soon!
kicius: thanks! yay - hope we all get our sticky, take home babies soon!!
xoxoxoxo to all!! totally lifts my spirits to connect with such great ladies
thanks again 
dream 1 CAME TRUE 2.13.2010
<dream 2> 12.2011
2.10.12 : 4 weeks
6.17.12 : 10 weeks
10.10.12 : 4 weeks, 6 days
12.13.12 : 9 weeks, 1 day
4.6.13 : 4 weeks, 4 days
10.27.13 : 5 weeks, 6 days
4.2.14 (IVF #1) : 4 weeks, 1 day
6.19.14 : IVF #2 Negative
</dream 2>
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Thanks so much ladies for all the good wishes! Must have worked because helloooo CD 1!! Hopefully the only time I'll be happy to see you!! Hoping this cycle is normal and ovulatory and everything's back to the way it was
Thanks again!
dream 1 CAME TRUE 2.13.2010
<dream 2> 12.2011
2.10.12 : 4 weeks
6.17.12 : 10 weeks
10.10.12 : 4 weeks, 6 days
12.13.12 : 9 weeks, 1 day
4.6.13 : 4 weeks, 4 days
10.27.13 : 5 weeks, 6 days
4.2.14 (IVF #1) : 4 weeks, 1 day
6.19.14 : IVF #2 Negative
</dream 2>
resolve.org
lyrics
***All always welcome!!***