Am I weird?

penad5

Went to the OB on Friday so he could take swabs before my HSG next week... we also got the results of all my blood work and DH's SA. And everything is normal... and I was upset. In my mind if they found my thyroid was not working properly, or DH had low SC or something we could fix it and move on and finally get pg... But no so far everything is normal.

I this is the first time I've ever hoped the doc would find a problem - does that make me weird - or did you other ladies go through the same kinds of feelings

 

vpine

You're not weird. It's frustrating to me to not 'be fixable' and know that all our tests were great and still not be able to conceive.

Hug !

lovetobake10

You are definitely not weird! I always had a feeling something was wrong with me and I was right. But, I had secretly hoped something would be wrong with my DH so all the "blame" so to speak, wouldnt fall on me. I almost felt relieved and had a weight lifted off my shoulders. Its just something we have to overcome together. If the RE would have told us we were both normal, I probably would have been upset. So I can relate. Im really sorry that you are going through this. I know how frustrating it can be to not have answers.

penad5

Thanks - good to know I?m not the only one. I try to keep my emotions about TTC in check as I don't want to become overly stressed - but sometimes I just can't help it.

I do (well most days) believe it will happen when it's meant to happen... but the longer it goes without happening the more I wonder if it is ever meant to happen. But, anyway onto positive thoughts - HSG next week then follow up appointment in 2 weeks - so no matter the results in 3 weeks we should have a game plan.

 

lovetobake10

penad5:

Thanks - good to know I?m not the only one. I try to keep my emotions about TTC in check as I don't want to become overly stressed - but sometimes I just can't help it.

I do (well most days) believe it will happen when it's meant to happen... but the longer it goes without happening the more I wonder if it is ever meant to happen. But, anyway onto positive thoughts - HSG next week then follow up appointment in 2 weeks - so no matter the results in 3 weeks we should have a game plan.

 

I know how it feels to become overly stressed because I get the same way. Its pretty much on my mind...all. the. time. I get those thoughts of it never happpening too. Especially, the older I get. I am turning 30 in 2 months and I am super depressed about it because I thought I would at least be preg by now. In the meantime I decided to start the Couch 2 5k program to relieve some of that stress  and lose some weight. Ive also been planning different crafts for my house. Last week I made a 4th of July yarn wreath. This week I am going to sew a bed for my dogs..lol. Totally nerdy but It does help get my mind off of TTC.

 Good luck on the test!!! You will definitely feel better once you have a game plan. trust me!!