I'm a miserable mess...whiny vent inside

elizb137

Ugh. Today we were supposed to go see fireworks w/ friends...the fireworks all around us were cancelled due to the extreme heat and dryness. My oldest cried. She also cried bc earlier I'd told her I wasn't sure if I could go along, since I've been throwing up all day, without keeping anything down, and I was worried about being out in 104 degree heat like that. They are out w/ daddy now, and I can whine here since DH really doesn't get it.

I'm miserable. I am so sick still, and it hasn't gotten better, actually it seems to have worsened recently. Because I can barely keep fluid down, I'm not doing much...and my poor kids are obviously bored and I'm feeling like a crappy mom bc I just can't do anything with them right now. I feel like all they do is watch tv. I'm also so hormonal I feel like I'm yelling way more than I should, and so then after I yell I feel even more crappy. I'm crying at night bc I'm so miserable.

I can't really cook, bc the smell of most things is making me run to the bathroom, so we're eating a lot of cold/easy foods bc DH works nights.

i can't keep up with cleaning, and DH only does so much bc he works so much.The house is constantly gross and I can only do a certain amount before I get exhausted and/or sick again.  I was sick both other times well into 2nd tri, so I know it takes awhiel to get past that point for me, but I'm so sad and depressed right now. I can't go anywhere bc I get sick so quickly, and it's 104 here anyway which makes it worse. I am just praying for the time to speed up so I can get to feeling a little better.

Oh and the worst is that my younger daughter was trying to snuggle up on the couch, but she moves and flails around a lot, and she accidentally punched me in the stomach, and it prob wouldn't have hurt me much not pg, but I cried bc it DID hurt, but mostly bc I'm a damn mess emotionally. I feel so bad for my kids and my DH right now, I just want to be normal again.

faithfulfaith

Hang in there hon, tomorrow is another day. You are doing the bet you can! Can you ask a good friend to help you clean or get a maid one time? A clean house may make it seem easier

Bambina54

I saw this on pinterest yesterday and loved it so much that I'm putting it on the refrigerator.  I hope it is a helpful reminder for you too.  Hang in there

https://pinterest.com/pin/170433167118977380/

bdbelladonna

for the ms ask your dr for zofran, it did wonders for me, ill be 28 weeks tomorrow and im still taking it. its very expensive if you dont have drug coverage for it though.

denise_m

Have you considered talking to your OB about medication so you can at least function a little better?

Until last Saturday, I spent every day miserable.  I couldn't do anything without puking and I felt like the world's worst mother and wife because of it.  Soon, it will pass, and your family will have this be a part of their past.  

Hoping you feel better soon! 

elizb137

aw, that's a very sweet note on pinterest, thank you for that!

I did get back on Zofran...it's a fickle drug to me. I'm not vomiting all day long on it usually, but still sometimes. And it's slightly better on Zofran than w/o it.

I have my appt in 2 weeks and if it's not any better I'll ask if I can switch. I know I was miserable the last times but with two kids needing me I feel even worse about it.

Thanks for letting me vent!