I passed my first due date earlier this month. At the time, I was waiting for confirmation that I was having my third loss. Never in a million years did I think I would be in this position 9 months ago. I too don't know I am not giving up, but it is hard to cling to hope and trust that the future will bring happiness. I will say that know that I am past my first due date, I have found a peace in my loss that I didn't have before... maybe because I have accepted that I am not holding a baby right now, and won't be in the near future.
Married My Love on 6/18/2006 BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11 BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013 Baby Boy Born 8/22/13
I'm so sorry-due dates are hard. My second due date fell a week after we found out we were losing our 3rd pregnancy. It's hard to stay hopeful, but I'm trying my hardest!
Huge hugs to you today!
TTC since 5/2010 DX with Diminished Ovarian Reserve - AMH of 1.1 - 7/2011; AMH of .42 8/2012BFP 9/1/10-M/C confirmed 9/8/10-Methotrexate 10/6/10 IUI #1 (w/clomid)-9/5/11-BFN ; IUI #2 (w/clomid)-10/5/11 - BFP - 11/1/12-No sac seen; 11/2/11 and 11/9/11-Methotrexate IVF #1- ER 2/2; ET 2/5;-Two 8 cell embryos transfered = BFFN Surprise BFP - 5/7/12 U/S on 6/8/12 - H/B at 128 BPM; U/S on 6/14/12 @ 9wks-No H/B-D&C on 6/17/12 IVF 2.0- ER 10/17; ET 10/20-One 12 cell, one 10 cell and one 8 cell embryo transfered BFP! 11/16/12 U/S- Two nuggets with perfect heartbeats! EDD 7/10/13
5/31/2013- My miracles arrived at 34w2d! Welcome to the world Harper and Nolan!
I'm so sorry (( Hugs )) EDDs are so hard. I realized the other day that I have three of them now to be sad at. I hate that anyone has to go through this at all, much less multiple times. Thoughts and prayers for you.
Re: June 30th was my due date
((( Hugs ))) Due dates are hard.
I passed my first due date earlier this month. At the time, I was waiting for confirmation that I was having my third loss. Never in a million years did I think I would be in this position 9 months ago. I too don't know I am not giving up, but it is hard to cling to hope and trust that the future will bring happiness. I will say that know that I am past my first due date, I have found a peace in my loss that I didn't have before... maybe because I have accepted that I am not holding a baby right now, and won't be in the near future.
BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
Baby Boy Born 8/22/13
Thank you for sharing your story. I feel much better after a good cry and a walk.
Hugs to you, and thanks for your kind words
I'm so sorry-due dates are hard. My second due date fell a week after we found out we were losing our 3rd pregnancy. It's hard to stay hopeful, but I'm trying my hardest!
Huge hugs to you today!
TTC since 5/2010
DX with Diminished Ovarian Reserve - AMH of 1.1 - 7/2011; AMH of .42 8/2012BFP 9/1/10-M/C confirmed 9/8/10-Methotrexate 10/6/10
IUI #1 (w/clomid)-9/5/11-BFN ; IUI #2 (w/clomid)-10/5/11 - BFP - 11/1/12-No sac seen; 11/2/11 and 11/9/11-Methotrexate
IVF #1- ER 2/2; ET 2/5;-Two 8 cell embryos transfered = BFFN
Surprise BFP - 5/7/12
U/S on 6/8/12 - H/B at 128 BPM; U/S on 6/14/12 @ 9wks-No H/B-D&C on 6/17/12
IVF 2.0- ER 10/17; ET 10/20-One 12 cell, one 10 cell and one 8 cell embryo transfered
BFP! 11/16/12 U/S- Two nuggets with perfect heartbeats! EDD 7/10/13
5/31/2013- My miracles arrived at 34w2d! Welcome to the world Harper and Nolan!
My Blog- http://waitingonaangel.wordpress.com/
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