Well tomorrow is the day I start this for my mock cycle. I know it sounds silly but so many thoughts are going on in my head. I keep staring at it as if it's poison or something. Don't flame me but since I have been in limbo I had more time to think and I wonder if I could go through with this. Can I be an older mom? Right now my life is so easy. I guess I'm just nervous and scared. Right? Then I'm hoping I can put this tiny pill inside of me far enough....TMI I know....sorry.
I had a physical today with family dr and told him about the DE IVF and he didn't say anything for what it seemed like minutes! I know it's my own decision but he has know me since a child and thought he would be a little more excited. Ok i'm done rambling I'm saying it's nerves.
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!