My brother and his SO just welcomed their new baby boy. He was just born this evening (on my mom's birthday, she is doubly thrilled). I think I'm going to wait till tomorrow to go see them at the hospital, my parents are there now. I just hope I don't break down in tears when I finally hold him. I just keep wondering if it will ever be my turn.
Other updates: T-minus 1 week till AF and I can start BCP's for IVF#2. Looks like I'll be on BCP's for close to 3 weeks so that will mean stims in late July, ER/ET in August. I'm not hopeful at all that it will work, I've lost confidence in my eggs' ability to make a healthy baby. Mainly I'm doing this to silence the "what ifs" in my mind and accept that it's probably not meant to be with my OE. I don't have it in me to do IVF 3,4, etc (at least that's what I say now).
Me:40 AMA, DH:36 0% morph, TTC#1;
BFP#1 4/2011, MMC 6/2011 11wks Trisomy 13;
BFP#2 11/2011, CP
FSH: 17.9, AMH: 2.2
IVF#1 w/ICSI: ER 4/3: 5R,4M,4F
ET 4/6 All 4 (1-8A+, 2-8A-, 1-3A) BFP#3
Two weeks of beta hell = Blighted Ovum
IVF#2 Aug/Sept: ER 8/27: 4R,3M,3F
ET 8/30 (1-8A+, 1-6A+)
Beta#1 9/10: 350; Beta#2 9/12: 796; Beta#3 9/20: 9155
Expecting Boy/Girl Twins! My babies were born 4/23/13 at 36w1d!